28 parts Ongoing MatureAs much as I will hate to admit it I practically ran away from him after Saturday night, it was indeed the most mind blowing night of my life. I know I've not been sleeping around or anything, but I've had my own fair share of good sex, and pleasure isn't alien to me. But last night was exceptional . He cuddled me after sex and his arm felt like home the warmth he radiates was the most comforting thing ever, he felt so safe I had to lock myself in his bathroom and cry in the middle of the night, I didn't understand what I was feeling, it was Supposed to be one night of pleasure but I was already feeling too attached, I was already wanting to sleep in his arms like this everyday. It was too scary that I sobbed, knowing I can't let him have this kind of effect on me , knowing if I ever try he will walk away from me someday because I was never enough . I can never be enough no matter how perfect I am , so I dried my tears came out of his bathroom and wore my clothes, I was tempted to go with his shirt but that will be really stupid of me so I folded his shirt and left trying my best not to look at him sprawled on the bed waiting for me to take position in his arms.