God Why Me?? - bitchnixie - Wattpad

Story cover for God Why Me?? by bitchnixie

God Why Me??

Reads 9
Votes 0
Parts 2
Time <5 mins

Reads 9
Votes 0
Parts 2
Time <5 mins

bitchnixie lifeanddeath lifestory mentalhealthmatter reallifesituations shortstory suicideawareness taglish

"I want to die,why can't I ??

I always asked him why all of the ppl in this  world why it has to be me ?why Im going through with this misery .So God why me ???



TW:Suicidal thought/depression please read with your own  risk ...All Rights Reserved

bitchnixie lifeanddeath lifestory mentalhealthmatter reallifesituations shortstory suicideawareness taglish

Table of contents

2 parts

Sign up to add God Why Me?? to your library and receive updates

or

#380reallifesituations

Content Guidelines

You may also like

Immortal (boy x boy) by Love2LoveYaoi

My life has always been terrible. I was always bullied at school. I don't know why, it just seemed that people didn't like my presence. The guys would beat me up and I'd get in trouble when I defended myself, for the teachers never saw what they did. The girls would trick me, making me think they liked me and laughing at me because of it. I was always in the principle's office for one reason or another, but I wasn't a bad student. I actually got really good grades. To make matters worse, my mother wanted nothing to do with me. She'd lock me in the basement, sometimes for days, with no food or warmth. My father would then sneak down and beat me before raping me. So, naturally, I wanted to die. But, for some reason, I can't die. No matter what I do, I can't stay dead. The thing I want more than anything is far out of my reach. Why can't I just die? Warning: mention of rape, suicide, and abuse. Also, this is a boy's love story.

COMA by susanwinters1311

The Past - The present - A Fight - A Crash - A Accident followed by a realization....What would you do, if you were about to loose the one person that contained your whole existence? The one person that made you whole, The one person that could save you from whatever harm that awaits you? What would you do, if it was up to you to decide whether the reason for your existence was to live or die? Would you exist without them or go with them? Lets find out together...

Reaching For the Final Exit (Suicidal Nightmare) FINISHED by snek_snek

Nightmare had been suffering with deep depression for his entire life. And when I say ENTIRE, I mean entire life. Though, it'd been getting worse with each passing day till suddenly the overwhelming, hurting, uncontrollable feeling of wanting to disappear just stopped bothering him. The feeling became numb. Then empty. Till suddenly it was the only thing that'd make him happiest. The feeling of death, The pain The emptiness It all made him want it. To know what it felt like. Nightmare wanted to die. So much

Mental Health One shots by Noxaranea

Some one shots about mental health ⚠️TW!!!⚠️ Sensitive topics: sh, ed, panic attack, suicide, abuse, violence, durg use, substance abuse, ... Please don't read it if you feel triggered by the topics! Requests are open! (But it may take me some time to write them) English isn't my first language! I don't owne any caracters

Falling For The Fallen by ShortandDangerous

⚠️ CAUTION: UNDER CONSTRUCTION , CURRENTLY BEING REWRITTEN ⚠️ Copyright © 2015 by imnotshortimfunsized Life is not guaranteed. It's not something we've earned, or deserve. It's a gift that God himself has given us. It's crazy, stupid, and beautiful. But life has quite a nasty lover, death. They are in a constant tango, when one life is taken another one is given. While one family sits at a grave sight watching their loved one return to dust, another watches a beautiful baby's birth. No matter how hard we try, we can never prevent the inevitable. Like it or not, you have an expiration date. We all do. But, is everything in this life as it seems? Why is it that my life is falling apart, but a drug dealer/rapist is getting rich with his toes in the sand? Why am I being hunted? Why am I someone's prey? Why me? Why am I falling for the man that yearns to see the life drain from my body? My death has become a game of some sorts... for both of us. He tries to kill me, he fails, we spend the night together, and in the morning hes gone. To be honest., I would never admit to myself that I fell inlove with my killer... a killer that was very bad at his job... killing. I was #1 on his kill list, and I knew it. But I had always pondered on the question that still remained... If he really did get a good chance to kill me... would he do it? It had always upset me if I had pondered on the question for too long, and to be honest I don't really know why. Afterall he had been trying to kill me for 4 years now, and he still had not succeded. There were still many, many questions that have not been answered... Why is he so strong and fast? Why is he so inhumanly gorgeous? Why hasn't he killed me already? Why does he want to kill me? Does he... like me back? My name is Saphire Williams. And I am falling for the fallen.

wrong number----- avengers fanfic by marvellgirly

the title says it all Beware: abuse, mental health, suicidal thoughts, mentions of ed, etc. None of my chapters are proof read im js kinda winging it n lmk if there's sum wrong w them

The Light and the One Just Like Me by HumanFailureLC

"I don't understand him, and I don't think I'll ever do. The way he thinks, the way he looks at the world, it's just confusing. But it hurt. My chest wouldn't stop hurting, no matter what I did. It was never like this. With her, it didn't hurt this bad. With them, it didn't hurt this bad. It hurts... It hurts... Someone... make it stop... Please..." Content warning: Suicides, Panic Attacks, Medicine Overdoes, Death, Depression (Please do not read if you are currently depressed or are having thoughts of suicide, though my dm will be opened if anyone wants to talk)

lifieee.talks by lifieee

This isn't going to be a story. But just a safe place for all of us to share our problems 💘✨ As I begin posting you all will understand what this is going to be about 😌🐤 But I just wanted to say, anything that's been bothering you, drop it in my messages or in the comments (of any post) 💗😪 and I'll read them and make sure, I help you out as much as I can 🌷🌱 And then your problem will be created into a part of this series (Identities won't be revealed unless you want it to, ofcourse) 🐾🐥 I am just doing this because I know we all face tough times out there 🌊🐳 and I myself am no professional. But I always have loved talking. lol. So, why not put it to a good use and also I really don't give terrible solutions so, I figured this would be the best 💕 and also, guys I know a lot of us are afraid of being vulnerable but it is the most beautiful part of being human 🌈💨 A human has emotions, and they're intelligent enough to speak them ⏳👀 They're surrounded by people like their own and as dark as the world might be, humanity, love, empathy, compassion all of these positive things will never seize to exist 💜✨ So, as we go on adding stories to this series I hope it'll help you all out and it will heal us all in some way or the other 💘🕊 Thank you and right now, I won't be posting anything. So, if you have anything you'd like to share drop it in my inbox and I'll read it as soon as I'm free. - loads of love, xoxo - lifieee.

Poems of a suicidal artist by Con15con

"Sometimes I just want it to end, nothing can stop that thought. " but that's what I said years ago and the thought never ended, it just grew. I don't think I want help anymore, unless you're the grim reaper. if you see him, tell him I've been waiting.

Stories by Official4671

A collection of my short stories, updated throughout the years to come Enjoy Also remember to vote and comment, thanks :)

You may also like

Slide 1 of 10

Immortal (boy x boy) cover

Reaching For the Final Exit (Suicidal Nightmare) FINISHED cover

Mental Health One shots cover

Falling For The Fallen cover

wrong number----- avengers fanfic cover

The Light and the One Just Like Me cover

lifieee.talks cover

Poems of a suicidal artist cover

Immortal (boy x boy)

My life has always been terrible. I was always bullied at school. I don't know why, it just seemed that people didn't like my presence. The guys would beat me up and I'd get in trouble when I defended myself, for the teachers never saw what they did. The girls would trick me, making me think they liked me and laughing at me because of it. I was always in the principle's office for one reason or another, but I wasn't a bad student. I actually got really good grades. To make matters worse, my mother wanted nothing to do with me. She'd lock me in the basement, sometimes for days, with no food or warmth. My father would then sneak down and beat me before raping me. So, naturally, I wanted to die. But, for some reason, I can't die. No matter what I do, I can't stay dead. The thing I want more than anything is far out of my reach. Why can't I just die? Warning: mention of rape, suicide, and abuse. Also, this is a boy's love story.