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"Sign it". He said and I did the same my hand shivered as I signed it. I wanted it didn't i? Then why is my heart not ready for it ? Then why is my hand shivering? Why am I even doubting if I really want it? Am I doing the right thing?.

The questions lingered as I signed the papers passing it to him.

I forced a smile as I turned
Turned to walk away from a life I don't know i want or not.
Turned to walk away from a person whom I don't know is mine or not.
Turned to walk away from the past which is both good and heartwrenching a past that both ruined and built me.
Turned to walk away from one of the reason of my happiness after him.
Turned to walk away from everything.

I turned to glance at him for the last time but my heart ached as I saw a tear drop his eyes as our gaze met.

I weakly bid my hand to him promising to stay in contact which was an absolute lie.

I wish I was not confused enough
I don't know why am I dropping those pearls from my eyes when I was the one who wanted this.
I wondered as I slowly brought my hand and wiped the lone tear controlling the flood that was ready to flow.