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Healing Hurts (Anakin Skywalker)

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Two souls connected before they ever met. Two souls separated, residing in separate universes, destined to meet and heal together. 

Anakin Skywalker never knew why he always saw a strange girl in his dreams - one he couldn't interact with. He was only a spectator in these dreams, forced to watch as the girl grew up as he did.

He was good at watching. He watched as she slowly turned from a happy, active, passionate girl to a quiet and reserved woman. He watched as her cheeks turned pale, and then flushed with a redness that never seemed to disappear. He watched as the light slowly left her eyes, and she slept her days away with a never-ending fatigue that seemed to consume her.

And he watched as she cried herself to sleep from the pain.

He couldn't do it - he couldn't just watch anymore. He had to take action, the sooner the better. Something was wrong with the girl and he wasn't going to stand on the sidelines as a mere observer anymore. 

He would save Havena Jinn if it was the last thing he did.

(a/n: T/W - Mentions of Covid-19 pandemic, long covid, and resulting chronic illness. 

The OC/reader is chronically ill in this story. I have been dealing with my own chronic illness and will be writing based off of those experiences, thoughts, and frustrations. I'm still learning to cope with everything, and I know how much it means to me to have my struggles be seen in media. I'm writing this with the hopes that, if any of you are also experiencing something similar, perhaps this could help you to realize you are not alone.)All Rights Reserved

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Across the Stars by secretly_AskinWalker

"I know what your trying to do- it won't work," Her eyes were searching for something, a sign that she's right. "And what is it I'm trying to do?" "You're training her to be a Sith, but your scared to do it" I hate how condescending her voice sounded. "You say it like it's a bad thing." "You're scared because you can sense it, but choose to ignore it." "I don't know what your talking about." "It seems like she is only half a soul, half a life force. She's missing her other half, the person who is destined to balance her, and she balance them. She's too pure, too good to be a Sith. But she's to wild, unpredictable to be a Jedi. She is destined to walk a road not many have walked before her. It is your job to train her to survive so she can achieve her destiny." ~~~~ "'Love' is not something you can just, play around with Anakin, it's a dangerous force. It can heal a person, it can drive someone mad, it can start and end wars, it can divide or unite a people. Thats why the Jedi forbid attachments especially ones forged in love, they don't like not having control over something more powerful than them." I don't want to have this conversation right now. "And what is love to you, Y/n? You can't deny this attraction we have for each other. You know how I feel about you, why can't you just admit it to me." "Fine, you wanna know what I believe love is? Love is scary, it beautiful, it's dangerous. To love someone is to be able to be mad at them, to not see them in a golden light, it's to be see them for how they truly are and being perfectly fine with it. It's having your weaknesses be the other persons strength, and your strengths be their weaknesses. It's taking what the other person is giving you, it's trusting them with your heart. So yes Anakin I do love you, but I'm not giving you my heart."

The Young Republic | A Star Wars Story by didi_banini_tt

Xena was done with fighting. She was done with the pain, hunger and basic need for survival. All of that stopped with the end of the war against the Empire. The Rebels had won and now she is enjoying the peace with her new friends, Leia, Han, Chewy, 3P0, R2, and Luke. As one of the last Jedi left in the galaxy, Xena and Luke were about to embark on a new journey to find other force sensitive children to rebuild the Jedi order. But all this changed when the Force decided to take Xena in another direction. More specifically, the past. Now Xena finds herself in the middle of the Clone Wars, where she meets old friends and new, family she had lost, and family she never knew she had. The future can be changed, and the heartache that the galaxy endured can be spared. Xena makes it her mission to stop the evil that is about to rise. Through all this, Xena learns the importance of trust, family and love. She undergoes trail after trail that opens old wounds and more questions that would hopefully be answered by her new master and fellow friends. xxx A star wars fan fic where the course of the original story is shifted to save the galaxy from great pain and fear. I do not own anything from the Star Wars universe. I just own my character and the story I write. I hope you enjoy this version of our beloved story. It is filled with intense moments of action, mystery, heartbreak and compassion. This is a story that teaches us that love, trust and faith is the cure to any evil disease. Current word count: 300k +

Star Wars the Clone Wars: The Third Generation Meets the Past by TeamArrow4Life

"Our father is dying. Did you do it?" the Daughter asked. "Well, he was just so selfish and was taking too long to die, so I decided to move things along. Now why are you here?" the Son said sitting on his throne. You've all seen or read some story or another about someone from the present/future going back in time to stop Anakin from turning to the dark side. One where Luke or Leia or even Kylo and Rey go back to see what his life was like and what it could've been. Then they would stop him at the precipice of falling (Revenge of the Sith) and they would defeat Sidious and then live happily ever after. This isn't one of those stories. Anakin's darkness started long ago. In the Clone Wars. But at what point did the Clone War trigger his darkness? Was it when his mother died? Was it when he lost his Padawan? Or was it when he discover the planet of Mortis? {RATED: TV-14 for Violence, Scariness, Adult Language, Mild Sexuality}

Through the storm // Anakin x Obi-wan [Anakin Alpha/Obi-wan Omega] by Kiara_Chan

There was no hope, no saftey, there was only a fight. A constant fight between reality and lie created infront of his eyes. There was no hope for him. Untill he saw thoes blue eyes. He didn't know when al of those visions became reality, it was so hard to separate them, until he realized. Those eyes were true, the emotions in them so vivid and his Force so close to his heart. Palpatin couldn't touch his soul, his core. The only one who could do that was Anakin. His Ani. And that was how he knew. *** I have a phase for Star Wars. So here is this story! Hope you enjoy <3 PS. If you see any misspells, please notify me, write a comment, english isn't my first language, and it sometimes shows <3 Kiara_Chan

7 days by pingis03

"A moment passed as the Dark side, always present but always in a slumber, awakened inside of me and every question was answered. Where the abyss had been mere moments ago, steady ground now revealed itself, erasing every particle of the paralysing fear. And on the ground a path now lay, waiting for me to thread. There was no guilt, no shame, no limits. Because this was my lot in life, this was the moment everything I had ever done had been leading me to. Avenging my mom, eliminating Dooku, being with Padmé. I had mistakenly carried the burden of shame for my actions and now, seeing clearly for the first time, I could finally see that what I had done was right. Never again would I suffer from guilt that was falsely placed on my shoulders, never again would I act in vain. When I drew another breath I could feel the path unfold in front of me, inside of me, and it was clear, certain. Power surged through my veins, unrestrained at last, spurred on by the hint of darkness slowly rising." -------------------- The events of Revenge of The Sith told from Anakin's perspective. Combining the original storyline with deleted scenes and a few non-canon bits (they do not alter the canon version, simply add to it). I do not claim to be an expert of Anakin as a character. I have written a Revenge of the Sith from Padmé's perspective, feel free to check that out! Feedback is more than welcome :)

Mud | Obikin by Alcalinaa

Clone Wars: Skywalker and Kenobi are leaving a muddy planet after a long mission. Kenobi can't wait to get back to Coruscant because his former Padawan is driving him mad. He will find out he is not so eager to leave. (Obi-Wan POV - CoverArt: CoreWorlds) ***WARNING: THIS STORY CONTAINS MATURE SCENES AND EXPLICIT LANGUAGE*** #1 in OBIKIN! 10 in 'Star Wars'! #2 in CANON! #1 in Clone Wars! REVIEWS: 'Hot enough to melt my Kindle!' -pronker 'WOW. I HONESTLY THINK THIS IS THE BEST FANFIC I'VE EVER READ.' -Alana246 'AMAZING!! The characters are perfectly written.' -deadcandance 'The characters, your writing, everything is so intense, interesting, and vivid. Its really easy to get immersed.' -baudelairesong 'this is the best obikin fic, you have no idea how big my smile is while reading this.' -helleaziou 'I loved how it was dark and intense but still funny at times, loved how it can almost fit between what happened in canon, and the smut of course was just lovely.' -AnomalyDoll 'this is so well written! I'm loving it!' -kyyloxRenn 'This characterization is spot on. I am so impressed.' -Dendrite blues 'So many emotions - I swear I was laughing one second and crying the next.' LeeLaLaFleur

Praying Mantis (Obi-Wan Kenobi x f!reader) by Misschickendipp

"I fucking hate you." Y/N took a step forward trying to intimidate him. Not that he felt like she did, still she tried everything in her power to make him go away. He gave her a smirk, still letting his eyes feast over her almost naked body. Obi-Wan walked closer towards her. "You have every right to." He spoke up before taking one more step and placing his lips on hers. ------ A story where a Sith apprentice and a Jedi Master find themselves in a complexe state. ------ -This is a slow burn, believe me, real slow. but that makes it so good. -It contains NSFW, detailed smut of all kinds + mentions of blood and gore -Love hate relation with ups and downs. -Does Not follow the actual Events in chronical Order! Its a Story of my imagination! -FIRST TIME WRITING SO MUCH SMUT BE WARNED! Highest Rankings xoxo: #1 in Obiwan (October 16th, 2022) #1 in Obi-Wan (October 16th, 2022) #1 in obiwankenobixreader (November 4th, 2022) #1 in obiwankenobi (September 16th, 2022) #1 in Jedi (November 30th, 2022) #1 in Star Wars (November 30th, 2022) #10 in StarWarsfanfiction (November 11th, 2022) #1 in Sith (December 13th, 2022) Thank you :) I honestly don't understand how it reached so many #1's. I thought this was going to be sh!t lolz.

The Jedi Code by ansleybug18

☬ Ranked #1 Book in ObiWan, #2 Book in ObiWanKenobi, #2 Book in ObiWanXReader, and #2 in PhantomMenace ☬ ❝Why do we keep doing this?❞ I screamed at him, turning around to face him with the coldest glare I could muster. ❝You must forget them. Attachment is forbidden and what you have for them is intoxicating for you.❞ ❝I can never forget them. I will never forget them,❞ I told him stiffly as I then turned to leave once more. ❝Serenity,❞ he called out after me in a warning tone causing me to stop in my tracks. ❝It will be your greatest downfall if you don't.❞ - ☬ - No code is as strict as the Jedi . . . In a galaxy of secrets and intrigue, Serenity and Anakin Skywalker are Force-sensitive twins destined for greatness in a galaxy far, far away. Anakin Skywalker is the same boy who will father Luke Skywalker and become known as Darth Vader, but this story begins years later when he and his sister are discovered at nine years old by a Jedi Master. Trained by legendary Jedi Masters in the art of the Force, the siblings navigate the complexities of the Force and the allure of forbidden love. Serenity finds herself drawn to the enigmatic Obi-Wan Kenobi, a tale of friendship, loyalty, and sacrifice unfolds. A connection that could challenge everything she knows about the Jedi way. As they navigate forbidden feelings and face the temptations of love, will Serenity and Obi-Wan defy the rules of the Jedi Order for a love that could change the course of history, or will their bond lead to their ultimate downfall? Would a forbidden romance really be worth the consequences? - ☬ - This book is a real slow burn, one that should be so worth it. If you like your love stories with love vs hate and a relationship with ups and downs, then this is the one for you! You can expect fighting, bickering, and 'touch her and I'll unalive you' vibes. **New chapters released on Mondays 7/6c!** ** Cover by @ZellasDa

Eternal ~ Anakin Skywalker ~ by TheNightwisher

e·ter·nal /əˈtərn(ə)l/ adjective~ Lasting or existing forever; without end or beginning. (of truths, values, or questions) valid for all time; essentially unchanging. "eternal truths of art and life" ｡ ☆✼★━━━━━━━━━━★✼☆｡ They said the Force had always been here. It had no beginning and no end. It was life and death, and it surrounded us... it was in us; it was always in motion and never stopped. It would always be... Eternal. Those who could wield it were Jedi or Sith, guardians of light, or conquerors of the dark side of the force. Good and Evil. I never thought I could behold such a gift, not till my home planet, Naboo, was taken over by the Trade federation while my older sister, Padmé, was Queen. Two Jedi told me what I could be, how to become a hero of legends, a guardian of peace and justice- a Jedi Knight. I was to train under Mace Windu, a strict and uncompromising Jedi master- but a powerful one. He taught me everything, like how there was only good and evil. Jedi and Sith- I never questioned it, of course. Not till certain Jedi proved otherwise. Anakin Skywalker, the best pilot in the galaxy and the greatest Jedi I'd ever known. But there was more, much more. He was arrogant, headstrong, always biting off more than he could chew. He was strong, brave, and at times unbelievably kind. He made me laugh, and we taught each other how to love. But Anakin was also a man who wanted too much, who cared too much. It lead him astray, away from me, from good into evil. But was it just for evil? The thing always questioned, to this day. Could the universe indeed be as black and white as I painted? No, not anymore. Not from what I had seen and experienced. How could I still love a man who'd fallen so far? If the world was just good and evil- I should hate him- but it was not that simple. It never was. Because my love for Anakin Skywalker will always be... Eternal

Padmé Amidala - her perspective by pingis03

"After a while I was able to get ahold of my breath enough to stop the trembling and sit up. I slowly lifted my hand and placed it on my belly, instinctively checking my baby in the most primitive way. As the anxiety subsided I was able to focus on the other thing inside of me, the more permanent one - my little one. I still carried it with me and therefore I still had something to fight for. My family. Anakin. I curled up underneath the duvet and tried to escape the crushing feeling of deprived of my sole function and calling by directing my thoughts to what was still real, what was still important. But I still couldn't shake the feeling of letting the entire galaxy down." ----------- The events of Revenge of The Sith told from Padmé's perspective. Combining the original storyline with deleted scenes and a few non-canon bits (they do not alter the canon version, simply add to it). I do not claim to be an expert of Padmé as a character. I have written a Revenge of the Sith from Anakin's perspective, feel free to check that out! Feedback is more than welcome :)

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Across the Stars

"I know what your trying to do- it won't work," Her eyes were searching for something, a sign that she's right. "And what is it I'm trying to do?" "You're training her to be a Sith, but your scared to do it" I hate how condescending her voice sounded. "You say it like it's a bad thing." "You're scared because you can sense it, but choose to ignore it." "I don't know what your talking about." "It seems like she is only half a soul, half a life force. She's missing her other half, the person who is destined to balance her, and she balance them. She's too pure, too good to be a Sith. But she's to wild, unpredictable to be a Jedi. She is destined to walk a road not many have walked before her. It is your job to train her to survive so she can achieve her destiny." ~~~~ "'Love' is not something you can just, play around with Anakin, it's a dangerous force. It can heal a person, it can drive someone mad, it can start and end wars, it can divide or unite a people. Thats why the Jedi forbid attachments especially ones forged in love, they don't like not having control over something more powerful than them." I don't want to have this conversation right now. "And what is love to you, Y/n? You can't deny this attraction we have for each other. You know how I feel about you, why can't you just admit it to me." "Fine, you wanna know what I believe love is? Love is scary, it beautiful, it's dangerous. To love someone is to be able to be mad at them, to not see them in a golden light, it's to be see them for how they truly are and being perfectly fine with it. It's having your weaknesses be the other persons strength, and your strengths be their weaknesses. It's taking what the other person is giving you, it's trusting them with your heart. So yes Anakin I do love you, but I'm not giving you my heart."