The Light You Brought To Me

First person description:
After what happened 5 years ago, i had realized i have nothing but myself. Nobody will ever die for me, dying for myself seems worthless. What will i do? Continue living life as a game. A worthless game that i know wont get me anywhere in life, until a light comes and rescues me. But the light is from the past, why would i accept a light from the past? Dont know, better than nothing i guess.

3rd person description:

Elainey Nirvana Jones used to be a extroverted, ongoing, fun girl. She had her perks, just like how she would bully her classmate since the 3rd grade. But it all ends when she comes home from school. Now her light and spark is gone, theres no point in living but she doesnt chose to lose. She will keep going and keep people away for the rest of her life, since she doesnt deserve the kindness in the world. She doesnt deserve her friends, her life, her school, the people. So she pushes everyone away. But theres this one person who comes back to her life, eager to stay in it.