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Merciless Yearning (Healing Him Updated)

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Serpent hearts ~
BOOK 1

Merciless Yearning

Aardhya POV_
I've learned to ignore the chaos in people.
Tune it out. Breathe through it. Survive it.
But he didn't make noise.
He made stillness.
The kind that makes you wonder what it's hiding.
And I wanted in-
not to fix him, not to save him.
Just to feel something that wasn't mine.
Something dangerous and mine alone.

Ruhan POV~
She was made of sharp edges and bruised light.
She saw things she wasn't supposed to.
Felt things she had no business carrying.
But she didn't break.
She bloomed in the dark-
reckless, fragile, beautiful.
And I craved real like a dying man craves poison labeled 'cure'.
She didn't ask questions.
She just watched.
And somehow, I gave answers without saying a word.
I thought I could keep her close and still stay clean.
But even shadows leave stains.
And she's under my skin now.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
He didn't say a word.
But the way he looked at her...
God help anyone who tried to get between them after that.
No words.
No touch.
Just one glance between them.
And somewhere in that silence, the damage had already begun.

Dive into the beautifully twisted journey of Ruhan and Aaradhya
Tropes~
College romance
She fell first but He... fell hardest
Psychotic FMC X Morally grey MMC
Secrets and scientific mess
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