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LOVE THE WAY IT HURTS [ ALANJEFF ]
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Last published Wed, Apr 30, 2025
How many times can a heart break before we realize it's time to let the love go?
Jeff had no idea how much suffering he could bear or how long he could fight for his love for Alan. What he is certain of is he's willing to keep waiting until Alan recognizes and love him back.
But what if that day never comes?
What if, while he patiently waits, someone comes into Alan's life and takes all of the attention and love he originally thought was only for him?
What if he finally realizes he is in a losing battle?
Will he continue to fight, or will he just allow himself to watch Alan be happy with someone else?
How long can a heart battle for a love that was never meant to be his?
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Disclaimer: This story is a work of fanfiction and is purely fictional. The events and characters in this story are entirely products of the author's imagination and are not intended to represent reality in any way. This work is created for entertainment purposes only.
Date Started: August 31, 2024
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