An au in which C!Ranboo's journals hold a bit more than just enderwalking or his "choose people not sides" motto. BASICALLY Tubbo finds something he's not supposed to, sending his and Ranboo's relationship into an anxious spiral of lost trust but growing protectiveness and care. Will they make it out together? Or will Ranboo be on his own with all his issues once again? What happens when Micheal finds out? Read and see!