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after the civil war fallout, tony stark hadn't been the same. his best friend was paralysed, and his girlfriend had left him a little while ago, and he wanted to die. his life was falling apart, and then he met an old college friend, tiberius stone, and he had something to live for.

and so, tony decided to rewrite the accords and bring the rogue avengers home, because even after everything, they were still his team. so he brought them back, let them live in the tower, and prayed things would start to look up.

but there was still animosity between the team, unspoken issues that tore them all apart, and tiberius wasn't as good of a boyfriend as everyone thought.

tony stark was falling apart.

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guess what- there's trigger warnings!

tw: abuse, alcoholism, eating issues, sexual coercion/rape, suicide and lots of angst 

(i do not own most of the characters)Todos los derechos reservados

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