When I First Saw you
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  • Time 2h 40m
Ongoing, First published Sep 01, 2024
Mature
#2 in YOU series
UTKARSHxSAKSHI

"What happened last night cannot happen again. Last night was a mistake. You are my sister's best friend and a lot younger than me." He muttered pacing back and forth only in his boxers running a hand in his already messed up hair.

"You are a coward. You love me, you want me. I can see it in your eyes every time you look at me but you still won't accept me." I yelled frustrated still wrapped in his sheets. "How can you say it was a mistake when we fucked so many times last night." I wiped my tears and stood up in all my naked glory and walked up to him. "A mistake is done once not so many times like we did last night."
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"You make me the happiest person ever, Sunshine. I'm so lucky to have you in my life. Thank you for not giving up on me." He kissed my temple and held me close.

"I love you more, Tiger. I would never give up on you. You are it for me. You are never getting rid of me." I grinned kissing him on the jaw.

"You and your weird nicknames." He chuckled, running his nose down mine. 
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"Why can't you just listen to me?" I yelled frustrated as tears streamed down my face. "I can't live like this anymore. Being with you feels like I'm in a prison that I could never get out of. I feel suffocated in this relationship, Utkarsh." As soon as my words hit he gasps.

"You don't mean that, sunshine." His voice is barely above a whisper. "Please tell you don't mean it, you just said it out of anger." He pleaded is face full of anguish.

"I mean it Utkarsh." I mumbled. Tears glistened his eyes as he stared at me with heartbreak written all over his face. I couldn't let him weaken my resolve, wiping my tears away I took a deep breath before saying the words that are going to be the hardest that I've ever spoken.
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