When I First Saw you
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  • Parts 11
  • Time 2h 11m
Ongoing, First published Sep 01
Mature
3 new parts
#2 in YOU series

UTKARSHxSAKSHI

"What happened last night cannot happen again. Last night was a mistake. You are my sister's best friend and a lot younger than me." He muttered pacing back and forth only in his boxers running a hand in his already messed up hair.

"You are a coward. You love me, you want me. I can see it in your eyes every time you look at me but you still won't accept me." I yelled frustrated still wrapped in his sheets. "How can you say it was a mistake when we fucked so many times last night." I wiped my tears and stood up in all my naked glory and walked up to him. "A mistake is done once not so many times like we did last night."
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"You make me the happiest person ever, Sunshine. I'm so lucky to have you in my life. Thank you for not giving up on me." He kissed my temple and held me close.

"I love you more, Tiger. I would never give up on you. You are it for me. You are never getting rid of me." I grinned kissing him on the jaw.

"You and your weird nicknames." He chuckled, running his nose down mine. 
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"Why can't you just listen to me?" I yelled frustrated as tears streamed down my face. "I can't live like this anymore. Being with you feels like I'm in a prison that I could never get out of. I feel suffocated in this relationship, Utkarsh." As soon as my words hit he gasps.

"You don't mean that, sunshine." His voice is barely above a whisper. "Please tell you don't mean it, you just said it out of anger." He pleaded is face full of anguish.

"I mean it Utkarsh." I mumbled. Tears glistened his eyes as he stared at me with heartbreak written all over his face. I couldn't let him weaken my resolve, wiping my tears away I took a deep breath before saying the words that are going to be the hardest that I've ever spoken.
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Vindictive words of your beloved hurts the most. At first you are taken aback. You won't believe its from them. It cause unbearable pain at first but pain doesn't lessen in second, third and so on time. As the time passes intensity of the pain increased and at one point either you completely succumbed or became immune to every emotion. This is story of Vindictive Akshay and headstrong Smita. "I'll do as I please. Who are you to stop me? "Anger radiating from each cell of Smita. Her eyes were shooting daggers and pupils dilated.Nostrils were flared, muscles clenched and fist is ready to hit him. " Ah my feisty princess is back. "he remarks. " I am not yours infact I never was. "she snapped. He took calculative steps towards her and holds her waist tightly with one hand. " What are you doing?" Smita struggles in his arms. She moved her hands vigorously to free herself from his grip but no avail his grip tightened on her waist. He pulled her towards him. Her breast were touching his bare torso. Her each movement now igniting raw passion and desire. Her breath became uneven and her struggle subsides.Its good for her as her efforts is sterile in compare to his strength. His hand touched her neck and stopped at her chin. He lifts her chin and looked directly into her eyes. "kiss me. "he ordered her. His words felt like venom. It felt like someone pour molten lava in her ears. She tries to push him away but his grip strengthens. "You will kiss me today sweetheart. "his words ran shivers in her spine. " please "came a whisper from her. " You can leave AFTER KISSING ME" his emphasise words broke her hope. She stands on her tip toes, hold his face in her hands and placed her lips on his. His hand caressed her hairs and pulled her closer. He took all she have. When they were breathless he broke the kiss. "Forever mine, all mine, mine only . "he remarked. "Never yours." English is not my first language so you may witness grammatical errors.