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TAINTED

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Reads 167
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Parts 4
Time 14m

Za-edia. Za-edia Eaven Natexein, also known as Z.3.N.X (I like it that way) and preferred to be called Z.3.N.X; I’m 15 and currently preparing for my 5th foster home placement, I’m as much of a mystery as the secret you keep hidden. Your average ‘juvenile delinquent’ with an 11 year old sister to care for;  I won’t say much but will warn you before you regret. What you will find is for your ears only… My past may not be much, but it is certainly… TAINTED!    *Find out how Za-edia tends to fit in her new school, home and life whilst discovering the dirt buried in her past. With the help from Raemsden (the sudden gift from the heavens) and the dreams she has each night.   Can she cleanse the pain from herself? *All Rights Reserved

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