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Lighting Her Void

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Ayaka Hattori, a pure Japanese girl, was raised by her abusive aunt and uncle in the Philippines after her parents left her behind. She is a psychology student, and she is deeply unhappy and struggles with suicidal thoughts, feeling trapped in a life she hates. Her days are filled with emptiness and loneliness. 

Everything changes when she meets Kai Oliver Alejo, a lively and carefree IT student who loves life. Kai's joyful attitude is the complete opposite of Ayaka's sadness. 

Can Kai's happiness help Ayaka find hope and healing? Will their very different lives keep them apart? What hidden feelings and secrets will come out as they grow closer? Can Ayaka find a reason to live?

NOTE FOR READERS: "Lighting Her Void" is a Tagalog-English novel.All Rights Reserved

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