My Life
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Last published Wed, Mar 26, 2025
Osamu Dazai,the man who just wanted peace.Even if it's from his own death.For him no body ever loved him,forgot about devotion.He always wanted everyone to live and be happy.Except mori.Even if he had someone who he loved.
Chuuya Nakahara,a man of words and loyalty.He was betrayed and broken....alot.
But still a certain somebody had his heart even if that somebody left four years ago.
He is devoted to that somebody more than anything.
Soukoku fanfic
Hey it my first fanfic
many mistakes will be there
And angst,fluff with a squice of lemon
Look out for spelling mistakes
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