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aaabatteries asian aussie bored confusion diary drama exams fluff haha historical irl maybe mylife notafanfic nothing procrastination psychological yap

Wanna hear my thoughts, stranger?
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[Cue longass description]
I thought if whatever I write is being tracked by the government already, I might as well share it over the internet for strangers or whatever to read.. if you see this, hey. Welcome to the life (intrusive thoughts) of ME, the author who is not practicing 100% safe use of the internet.
Warning, this gets rambly and it'd be good to note that I'm somewhat of a chatterbox or uh professional yapper? 
Never thought I'd revert to Wattpad, but AO3 scares me as a writer (I don't yet dare to call myself an author- the audacity lmao)
ALSO WHO ON EARTH KNEW WATTPAD ABIDES BY CANADIAN LAW? AND THAT THE AGE OF CONSENT THERE IS 16 [same here but huh, neat- rating of this story may change if someone complains at me]All Rights Reserved

aaabatteries asian aussie bored confusion diary drama exams fluff haha historical irl maybe mylife notafanfic nothing procrastination psychological yap

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𝐃𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭| 𝐃𝐚𝐫𝐤 𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞 |𝟏𝟖+ by Psycho_xbabyx

**𝐢𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡 𝐚 𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐚 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐫𝐩𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐨𝐱𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐝𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐥𝐭𝐳** Panic surges through me, and before I know it, I'm turning on my heel, trying to run, to escape the impending punishment. I barely make it a few steps before I feel his hand clamp down on my hair, yanking me back with terrifying force. "Going somewhere, little girl?" "P-please let g- ahh! Please! H-Hurts me!" "Afraid, are we now, baby?" His voice is a snarl now, filled with fury. "L-leave m-me," tears sting my eyes, but I refuse to let them fall. I'm scared of him, scared of what he'll do to my friend, scared of what he'll do to me. His grip on my hair tightens and I wince, choking back a sob. "Oh, why? Don't you like my hands on you, baby?" He mocks hurt that instantly turns back into anger. "But you were fine when that fucker touched you, ain't that right?" Then he pulls a silver knife out of his suit, twirling it lazily between his ink-covered knuckles and my blood freezes at the sight of that psychotic grin. ***** People quaked with fear at the sound of his name and me along with them. He was Demetrios 'the God' Nikolayev and he was first in command of Russian mafia. He was a true psychopath who enjoyed hurting people, and I hated him for that. The worst thing - he owned me. "Try to accept the darkness, because from now on, it will be your only light." I tried so hard, but I couldn't understand it back then. How possibly can darkness be light? ***** This is not a vanilla romance but a dark, toxic, perverted, obsessive story. The book contains mature themes such as foul language, bdsm, sexual and abusive content, kinks, blood, manipulation, etc. Please keep that in mind.

ᴡʜʏ? || ᴍɪʟᴇꜱ ᴍᴏʀᴀʟᴇꜱ by b33st1ng

"ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀ ᴡʜʏ ᴏᴜʀ ꜰᴀᴛᴇꜱ ᴄᴀᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ?" "ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ." 𓇢𓆸 ⚠︎ First time writing with Wattpad / in general, I'd love to hear and learn from my mistakes. Feel free to drop your opinions as well. ⚠︎ This story takes place well after ATSV, so the plot doesn't follow the movie 100%. There will be some scenes that do reference the movie, so there will probably (most likely.) be spoilers!! Story will often switch from first person to third person at times, lolzies... Y/N's character is directed towards the POC community, however I will try to be as more diverse with it as i possibly can! ⚠︎ SLOW UPDATES!! ⚠︎ this story is being made up as I go + school and athletics taking up most of my time, so the updates will take a while. (weekends at best will be available for me to write!) be patient with me and we can both enjoy the journey together! ( ˘͈ ᵕ ˘͈♡)

Vs Dave and Bambi oneshots (REQUESTS OPEN) by breesheelly

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Lucien's Random Short Stories idfk by glitchyhalo

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𝑼𝑵𝑯𝑰𝑵𝑮𝑬𝑫 𝑩𝒀 𝑯𝑰𝑴 | 18+|✓ by Zorrowrites

"𝑺𝑯𝑬'𝑺 𝑭𝑼𝑪𝑲𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑴𝑰𝑵𝑬, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒘𝒉𝒐𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒅𝒐𝒆𝒔𝒏'𝒕 𝒖𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒔𝒆𝒆 𝒎𝒚 𝒅𝒂𝒓𝒌 𝒔𝒊𝒅𝒆." ☆☆☆ "That's it, you like being fucked by my dagger, right?" "N-no.." I whimper. He slaps my pussy and says,"Wrong answer." He thrusts the dagger brutually, and I imagine that must be how he fucks. "Tell me." Thrust "you like this." Thrust "Don't you?" Thrust. "Y-yes." I moan out. I feel an orgasm drawing close. "You look lovely, all hot and aroused, whimpering, moaning for me." ☆☆☆ 𝑹𝑨𝑽𝑰 𝑨𝑯𝑼𝑱𝑨 CRAZY, PSYCHO, SADIST, UNHINGED. Ravi is the craziest person on the planet, and definitely gets off on violence. He's never felt normal, until he met her. ☆☆☆ 𝑺𝑨𝑹𝑰𝑲𝑨 𝑽𝑰𝑱 SHY, SWEET, PRETTY, REDHEAD. Sarika is a sweet girl on the outside, likes to stay calm and is responsible. Her past is traumatic, and she finally meets the person who can erase her trauma. ☆☆☆ Nothing has ever felt more right than Sarika to Ravi, and nothing has ever felt more wrong yet tempting to Sarika. But what will happen when demons from the past resurface and try to seperate them? ☆☆☆ BOOK 1 OF 𝘽𝙮 𝙝𝙞𝙢 series ☆☆☆ This story takes place on an imaginary island near the Mumbai cost, enjoy reading!! ☆COMPLETED☆ (Warning: contains sensitive content, forced sex, rape mentions, suicide mentions. Do not read if you get triggered easily.) Highest rankings: #1 in brothersenemy. #39 in fox. #17 in college life. #15 in punish. #21 in force.

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The Great War by BoystoryBabes19

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