When Mile is given a notebook as a "reward", he's both terrified and relieved. To Ezra, it's a token of control, a way to keep Mile's mind occupied and compliant. But to Mile, it becomes a lifeline, a place to pour out his soul, document his suffering, and cling to the last shreds of his humanity. Dear Diary, Why is this happening to me? CW for torture, mental trauma, abuse, suicidal ideation, betrayal, dehumanization, depressionAll Rights Reserved