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Mama, I am tired of living but I love being alive

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Meet the good girl Celestine. She has it all. Everybpdy thought everything was easy for her born with a peculiarly high IQ, polite, kind and professionally successful. People think she got roo lucky in life. But little did they know,
 she wrote a thousand poems to heal her heart. 
She cried to sleep most of her life.
 She prayed to die almost every night.

At 26, everybody thought she's got everything figured out except for her love. Ika nila'y pwede na siya mag asawa, pwede nang bumuo ng sarili pamilya. But little does the world know about her broken heart and crushed spirit.

The moment, Karl Vladimir Rostov took the wrong sister's hand, he knew he fucked up. Pero bakit parang mas masayang maglaro ng apoy kasama ng nagrerebeldeng tupa ng pamilya Arposible?

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Hi! I have nothing much to say... I just hope this will be my first completed story.All Rights Reserved

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TO GET HER by Azyzians

This story? Totally not your usual, promise. Walang damsel-in-distress na naghihintay ng knight-in-shining-armor para i-save siya. Hindi rin 'to tungkol sa clumsy or not-so-pretty girl na bigla na lang nabangga ang isang super hot, demi-God CEO ng sikat na kumpanya. Definitely not about a poor girl na binebenta ang sarili sa isang billionaire tapos in the end magkaka-inlaban sila. This isn't a fairy tale, okay? No fairy godmothers. No knights, no princes or princesses, no castles. Just Pikachu and Kopot-two imperfect humans (or baka hindi?) trying to figure things out in a messy world that's just as flawed as they are. It's not your typical love story. It's raw, unconventional, and tragic-set in a fictional world where decisions have heavy consequences and happy endings aren't exactly a given. Pero kahit tragic, there's still a glimmer of hope. Kasi sometimes, sa mga darkest moments ng buhay, dun lumalabas 'yung grace ni Lord. Redemption is real, and kahit sa ganitong kwento, His purpose is always there. Tara, basahin mo. Hindi man ito fairytale, but it's real in ways that matter.

The Kingdom Of Rose And Ashes (Halifax Series I) by carelessly_rushing

Suddenly sold to slavery in a foreign, magical place she never knew existed, can Rose go back home before the approaching war comes or would she die trying? ~ All Rose wanted was a normal and happy life. Bata pa lang, wala na siyang magulang ngunit kinupkop siya ng kaniyang Titong may masakiting anak. Nang malugmok sila sa utang, ang kaniyang Tita ang hininging kabayaran. She was so desperate to save her that in return she offered herself as payment. Akala niya ay malulusotan niya ito gaya ng ibang gulong nabigyan niya ng solusyon ngunit doon siya nagkamali. She was taken not to a club where she thought they would sell her body. No, she arrived to somewhere much worst. To a place where she'd never knew existed. A world full of mystery, crime, magic, kings, witches, power and doom. She landed in Halifax, where everything was enchanting. Now that Rose is trap, can she defend herself before the monsters burn her into ashes or would she rather get burn once her past comes back to hunt her? ~ (Teaser) There he is again. Blending with the shadow. Nakacloak pa rin siya at hindi ko pa rin maaninag ang mukha niya. Wala akong ibang marinig kundi ang malakas na tambol ng aking dibdib. Napalunok ako. My brain is starting to create wild and cruel images of how I am going to die. Sa sobrang pag-iisip ko, hindi ko namalayang nakalapit na pala siya. The moment he touch my arm nanlaki ang mga mata ko ng makaramdam ako ng kuryente. He inspected my wounds na siya rin naman ang may gawa kanina. Gusto kong humakbang paatras, palayo sa kaniya ng makita ko ang kamay niyang nakahawak sa braso ko. His arms ang very frightening to look at. He's burned. Badly. A rough growl escape his lips kasabay ng biglaang pag-iiba ng kulay ng mga mata niya. Para akong binuhusan ng malamig na tubig sa nakita. His once deep blue eyes turned into a liquid of gold. That's it. I'm surely going to die this time. ~ Started: 06/18/20 Ended: 11/27/20 11/ 05/ 20 #1 Fae 01/17/21 #1 Dark Prince

Love, Again? (One Shot) by ChocoShine

Paano kung ang iniiwasan mo sa matagal na panahon ay nakita mong muli? Paano kung biglang dumating sa buhay mo ang hindi mo inaasahan? Paano kung nakapag-move on ka na tapos biglang nandiyan na naman ang naging dahilan ng pag-guho ng iyong mundo? Paano kung kumatok muli ang pag-ibig sa puso mo? Pagbubuksan mo ba ito? +++++ This is a one-shot story I promised my handful of readers as a gift during Holy Week. Hindi ko lang ma upload dahil sa napakaraming hadlang. Ngayon maipo-post ko na. Sana maibigan ninyo ang story na ito. May pagka-SPG pero hindi masyado katulad ng iba kong stories. Please don't forget to vote and comment. Please let me know if this is a good story to expand into a full-blown novellete. Salamat sa pagbabasa ng mga kwento ko. Again, this is a work of fiction. Any similarity to stories and characters living or dead is just mere coincidence. Ito ay halaw sa imahinasyon ng author kaya pasensya na po kung may similarity sa ibang kwento. Hindi ito sinasadya. Wala akong pinagkunan ng storyline. Naisip ko lang. Thank you. Love. Love. Love. *chocoshine*

When Forever Means Goodbye: Palacio Del Cafe Series by CaraAlthea

~~ RAW AND UNEDITED ~~ Khel is a 19-year old boyish girl who's never been inlove, until she met Von, the man with slightly-chinito eyes. He is the only man who could put her heart into a racing game. The only man who could make her blush in an instant. Ang kaso, gusto rin ito ni Trish, ang bestfriend niyang biniyayaan na yata ng lahat ng magandang qualities ng Maykapal. Trish is every man's dreamgirl and a heartbreaker genius, so, ano'ng laban niya? Hindi pa man nag-uumpisa ang love story nila ni Von ay sumuko na siya... for two reasons. Una, ayaw niyang masaktan ang kaibigan niya, at ikalawa, ayaw niyang masaktan siya. But, what if fate has its own way of opposing to her will of running away from Von and intertwines their path as if it's destined to be? Will she even dare to fight for her love this time or will it be the start of her goodbye to forever the second time around? Hanggang kailan magpapaubaya ang puso? Hanggang kailan puwedeng umiwas? Magkaroon pa kaya ng puwang ang kanilang pagmamahalan Na sa simula pa lang ay agad nang hinarang? ♡♡♡ "Yes, sure. I know damn well that I am inlove with the girl who dresses and acts like a boy. And yes, I am insanely mesmerized by your boyish charm. If I need to be gay just so you'll go out with me, then just say so 'cause I will definitely do it in a blink of an eye!" #SAwardsRomance

Marked Series 2: You're My Ever After (COMPLETED) by iamyourlovelywriter

"You are mine with or without my mark, the moment my heart beats for you I already know that you're my ever after." Everyone thought that Allyxadreia Ventura is a cold-hearted princess, sa mata ng marami siya ang manhid at siya ang masama dahil hindi niya pinapansin ang pagpapalipad hangin ng kababata at kaibigan ng pamilya na si Albie. Iyon ang tingin nila dahil hindi nila alam kung ano ang nangyari ilang taon na ang nakakaraan. They don't know how she endured the pain of loving someone who thinks of her as a mere plaything. How can her poor little heart managed to trust the same man who shattered it into piece? Can she really have her own ever after? <3 <3 <3 RE-UPLOADED: October 23, 2019 NOTE: There are scenes na medyo naiba sa original, may mga scenes din na nawala at nadagdag. Enjoy reading babies!

Sweetest Mistake by iamwanna29

Alam mo 'yung feeling na wala ka namang ginagawang masama, pero parang pinagtitripan ka ng universe? Yung tipong isang maling liko mo lang, biglang ang daming domino effect na sumasabog sa mukha mo? Gano'n ang ganap sa buhay ko. Once upon a time, I was just an average girl-well, not-so-average dahil certified independent woman tayo, mga besh. I had a decent job, a stable life, and a heart that was very much closed for renovation. Bakit? Kasi my ex-boyfriend ghosted me. As in, bigla na lang nawala, walang pasabi, walang closure, walang anything. Eh di syempre, bilang matinong babae, I did what any rational human being would do-nag-move on nang slight. Pero 'di ko akalain na sa kagustuhan kong iwasan ang lalaking sinaktan ako, biglang may ibang lalaki namang ipapatapon sa buhay ko ang tadhana. At saang lugar pa? Sa isang hotel room. With a stranger. At hindi lang basta-bastang lalaki, kundi isang nakakagigil na tao na later on, malalaman kong magiging bagong boss ko. Yes. Alam kong wala akong luck sa love life, pero bakit pati sa career, pinaglalaruan ako ng tadhana? This is the story of how one mistake-one embarrassing, nakakahiya, and downright WORST moment of my life-turned into something I never expected. Welcome to my Sweetest Mistake

The Promise of Forever (BOOK 2) by MissAtomicbombWRITER

PLEASE READ TILL MY LAST BREATH FIRST BEFORE YOU READ THIS: Pagkalipas ng dalawang taon ay muling bumalik si Doctor Wallace sa Pilipinas matapos mamatay ang asawa n'yang si Celestine. Hindi na siya muling nagmahal pa hanggang sa nakilala niya si Louise Alcantara na isang Pediatrician at ang nakagigimbal pa nito ay kamukhang kamukha niya ang kanyang namayapang asawa. Hindi niya maintindihan ang kanyang sarili kung ano ang nararamdaman niya para sa doctora kung pagmamahal ba, o baka dahil nakikita n'ya lang kay Louise ang kan'yang asawa. Paano n'ya mapapaamo si Louise na sa umpisa pa lang ay palagi na s'ya nitong sinusungitan. They will be destined for each other? And promise that they will be forever?

WASTED CHANCES by apinkaholic

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TO GET HER cover

The Kingdom Of Rose And Ashes (Halifax Series I) cover

Love, Again? (One Shot) cover

When Forever Means Goodbye: Palacio Del Cafe Series cover

Marked Series 2: You're My Ever After (COMPLETED) cover

Sweetest Mistake cover

The Promise of Forever (BOOK 2) cover

WASTED CHANCES cover

TO GET HER

This story? Totally not your usual, promise. Walang damsel-in-distress na naghihintay ng knight-in-shining-armor para i-save siya. Hindi rin 'to tungkol sa clumsy or not-so-pretty girl na bigla na lang nabangga ang isang super hot, demi-God CEO ng sikat na kumpanya. Definitely not about a poor girl na binebenta ang sarili sa isang billionaire tapos in the end magkaka-inlaban sila. This isn't a fairy tale, okay? No fairy godmothers. No knights, no princes or princesses, no castles. Just Pikachu and Kopot-two imperfect humans (or baka hindi?) trying to figure things out in a messy world that's just as flawed as they are. It's not your typical love story. It's raw, unconventional, and tragic-set in a fictional world where decisions have heavy consequences and happy endings aren't exactly a given. Pero kahit tragic, there's still a glimmer of hope. Kasi sometimes, sa mga darkest moments ng buhay, dun lumalabas 'yung grace ni Lord. Redemption is real, and kahit sa ganitong kwento, His purpose is always there. Tara, basahin mo. Hindi man ito fairytale, but it's real in ways that matter.