Saudade
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  • Parts 18
  • Time 1h 45m
jj_mena
Ongoing, First published Sep 07, 2024
Mature
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"You lied to me" I screamed 

"You hid everything from me, why. Just why did you do this to me, to my siblings?" Tears began streaming down my face. 

"I did it to protect you, and your brothers, and your sister. I did it all for you guys" he said. 

"At what cost ... at what damn cost did we have to pay for your mistakes, you took the thing that I loved the most away from me" I said, tears being smeared all over my face, as I stared at him with my forest green eyes. Just like his. 

... 

Astraea Knight is a 15 year old girl living with her four older brothers, due to her parent's disappearance when she was 13. No one knows what happened to them, and no traces were found.

Left to fend for herself in this big family, Astraea is forced to keep the family afloat as new and old wounds begin to open up.

The issues that were once forgotten and tucked into the pages of the past, begin to untangle themselves and into the lives of the Knight siblings. 

Astraea will soon unravel the truth, the truth of how her life came to be, the truth that no one wanted her to know.
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