Emelie Foster
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Do you ever find yourself wondering what the point of life is? Not in a suicidal way but in a sort of curious way. I mean, do we get rewarded at the end if we lead a good life? There can't just be nothing, can there? I know a lot of people don't bother themselves with this kind of stuff and just go along with it. But the thing is, I'm not a lot of people. I want to live my life to the fullest but sometimes I just wonder...
Hi I'm Emelie Foster. I'm 17 years old and suffer from stage 4 of stomach or gastric cancer. I only have 1 year left to my name.
This is my journey until I reach my very last breath.
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~Trust Me ~
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