23 parts Complete MatureTRIGGER WARNING: Violence, Abuse
In this split POV fan-fiction, your whole life has revolved around your high school sweetheart, John Walker. John is the perfect gentleman and a wonderful boyfriend... in public. At home, the monster beneath rises to the surface. Things only worsen after he is chosen as Captain America. You, (and your baked good) have caught the eye of none other than Hawkeye, Clint Barton and befriended the grumpy Bucky Barnes. But try as you might, you can not seem to break free until an unlikely escape is made. Will you ever be able to recover from the damage John has done and learn to open up your heart again? Can you ever stand up to him and feel safe in your own skin?