Are We Fuck Buddy's?

So let's say you just had your heart broken by your "first love" and you immediately shutdown right? Then you have cousins who are just like "girl get over it" "find someone new" etc etc. Then you finally allow your cousin/ your cousin's boyfriend to hook you up with one of his friends! His friend & you agree to date but only with no strings attached! Eventually it leads to more.. you want to leave him alone but you can't & it's the same for him. You love him, he loves you but it's never the right time? You constantly start to nag at each other but never let the true, real feelings show. You're both so much alike that it's like looking into a mirror. A one night stand turns into 5 years of on & off sex. You both run when you get this intense feeling. No matter where you go, you keep running into him. You just can't seem to stay away from him..

(BASED ON A TRUE STORY)