The Distraction Game

(Un)forgettable part 2.
Maybe Mark hates my guts, but as long as he isn't pushing me away, I'm okay with that. I close my eyes for a second and take a deep breath, trying to force the dread out of my lungs. I can do this. When I look up again, I make my reflection smile. I'm relaxed. I'm sexy as hell. My hair isn't a mess-it's bedroom hair. This isn't tiredness under my eyes, this is my cute chubby cheeks.
I'm fine.
I'm good enough.
I can do this.
Happy Nam mode: activated.

warnings: mistakes (cos I'm rubbish), Swearing (obv), Homophobia, mild violence (cos homophobes have tiny penises, even smaller brains, and they think with their fists).