Phoenix's venting

Hi, my name is Phoenix S. I'm an 'aspiring' YouTuber who needs a way to vent, and this is it. The whole story is gonna be out of character from my channel, so be prepared for it to be actual real things that have happened.

*TRIGGER WARNINGS*: gonna be talking about some past experiences with parents on drugs, one of said parents being rather shitty (he's gone now (not dead, just gone)), and other general shitty life experiences that I, a fifteen year old, have experienced that I shouldn't have. Shit's gonna get real, none of this is gonna be sugarcoated, 'cause I am not sugarcoating my trauma here for y'all. (No, I'm not in therapy, shit's expensive.)