Burning is an Accident... Sometimes

You know that saying "Everything you touch turns to gold?" What about "Everything you touch starts to burn in hell?" Well, my life became a hell when I realized as a young girl, this mysterious power I have. Powers are suppose to be good, but this is evil and I can't control it. What about when I fall in love with someone and I'm not able to lay a finger on him? Living with this constant pain and fear of hurting someone has been destroying me and my view on the world. I just don't want to live like this anymore and I'm ready to give up.