High on joy
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Last published Tue, May 13, 2025
a story about a young girl who lives in a toxic environment, where everywhere she goes, somehow a feeling of sorrow or unease seems to loom over her. That is until she finds a pill bottle with a label that said "Happy pills" seems very cliche but she tries it anyway. And that decision changed her whole life.
High on joy is a thriller, and a bit of a filler
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TW: Gore, violence, drug use (?), bullying, anxiety topics, etc
english is not my first language
read at your own risk
The girl in the cover is what Audrey, the main character, looks like more or less.
Not a romance, I have absolutely no interest in writing romance, unless it's related to action or thriller.
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