My CRUSH is my NEIGHBOR?!

i swore that after i enter this door, i'll forget about him, i'll forget my past, i'll forget that i ever liked him and forget that i ever loved him
pero nagkamali ako, did i do something wrong?!
why is my past still keeps haunting me?!
i don't wanna get hurt again and again, i don't want to love him anymore 'cuz i know he'll never love me back
and after those 7 years of pain, i don't wanna go back, i don't wanna get hurt........ again......... and no one's gonna hel me.......and no one's beside me when i'm alone and hurt