Something horrible

I don't believe it you swore you wouldn't tell a soul, how could I be so stupid as to do this ? I hate myself now .
Everyday is a new day of toucher, pain ,and all for what, to watch I walk around like nothing happened?
Honestly honey you ruined me and I don't even think you care .
I wish I would have never met you I wish I would have never done what I did , but if did.