In this emotional and heart-wrenching coming-of-age story, *Alex* is a high school sophomore struggling to fit in. He joins the school band, hoping to find his place, but soon faces intense bullying, isolation, and the complicated dynamics of friendship. As Alex tries to navigate these challenges, he forms a complicated friendship with *Emma*, a girl with her own struggles at home, and a life-saving bond with *Scott*, a boy who becomes both a protector and an unexpected source of emotional support. As their relationships deepen, Alex begins to question who he can trust and ultimately faces the difficult reality of his own identity, including revealing to Scott that he is gay.
The story takes a tragic turn when Emma, who had been struggling with her mother's alcoholism and her own pain, commits suicide, leaving Alex devastated and wracked with guilt. As Alex battles with depression, he finds solace in Scott, who harbors his own feelings for Alex despite being raised in a deeply religious family. Through grief, love, and the complexity of their evolving relationship, the two boys come to terms with their feelings for one another, while Alex confronts the weight of Emma's death and his role in her life. The story culminates in a bittersweet moment of healing, as Alex and Scott attend Emma's funeral, honor her memory, and find hope in the future.
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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