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Gin and Toxic

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Reads 121
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Parts 7
Time 2h 7m

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alcholism emogirl emotional fanfiction fluff friendstolovers hurt love mentalhealth sdv shanestardew shanestardewvalley shanexfarmer shanexoc smuttyfanfic stardew stardewshane stardewvalley trauma

"I was gin and you were toxic, we have nothing good in common. Wish we just stayed platonic" -Madison Beer

Would you do anything for love, even if it destroys you?

Alex is fed up with life in Zuzu City, and all the baggage that comes with it. 
When opportunity strikes she moves on to a friend's farm in the valley to help out. 
There she meets Shane, with shared problems they become close. Friendship quickly becomes much more.
When you love someone you go to any lengths, even if it destroys you in the process. 

Fem x Shane fan fiction! A spinoff of my "Under the Starlight" book! No need to read Under the Starlight first, unless you want to read more about Celeste and Sebastian's love story (haha!)

Content warning for themes of alcoholism, trauma, self harm, and abuse. I have trigger warnings at the beginning of a chapter if a section is particularly heavy 

Official Spotify Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/671eBjsyaOvqORQubWOdHG?si=K4kvR0MLR1y0YS411HLD8wAll Rights Reserved

alcholism emogirl emotional fanfiction fluff friendstolovers hurt love mentalhealth sdv shanestardew shanestardewvalley shanexfarmer shanexoc smuttyfanfic stardew stardewshane stardewvalley trauma

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