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Trying hard not to look like I'm trying that hard.

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Title taken from Modern Baseball's "Two Good Things."
RARARARARA IM ACTUALLY WRITING STUFF
TW FOR: SH, SA (implied), SU1CIDE, MODERN BASEBALL, MEN LOVING MEN, THE COLOR GREEN, CRYING, CHILD ABUS3 (implied), and A LOT MORE 
IF YOU ARE IN A BAD MENTAL STATE, DON'T READ THIS BOOK! OR DO. WHO KNOWS. I READ GIRL IN PIECES WHEN I WAS DEPRESSED AND IT GAVE ME A WHOLE NEW OUTLOOK ON LIFE. SO. YEAH. IF YOU LIKE PEOPLE BEING SAD READ THIS BOOK!All Rights Reserved

actualrepresentation angst brocken depression diversity hegetsbetter idk ihatelove ihatetoxicrelationships imnotdone inthisbook ipromise lovesucks maybe nobetawedielikethe people sad thereslovebutitsnotthemainfocus thisisntalovestory

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