"When you were there for everyone, who was there for you?" __________________ 13 Days. It took Erika Lovegood 13 days to decide she no longer wanted to live. After a series of unfortunate events, Erika Lovegood concluded that living was nothing but a painful nightmare. It took her 13 days, as she slowly started disconnecting from the world around her, taking a step backward and ultimately vanishing forever. __________________ TW: Sucicde and Self-harm. Including this in the summary as most tend to skip the Author's Note.