begging

"are you going to leave me again?"

"bumitaw ka‚ yara."

"pipiliin mo na naman ba ang babae mo?!"

"stop it!" he exclaimed.

his gaze was filled with guilt, but his actions spoke louder- as he still wanted to leave.

"please‚ 'wag kang umalis..." i pleaded, kneeling in front of him. " mahal mo ako‚ kaya piliin mo ako. iwan mo na siya‚ magsimula ulit tayo."

"yara..." he shook his head.

"I'm begging you... Come back to me. ako naman 'yung na una masaya naman tayo hindi ba?" i asked. "okay naman tayo‚ hanggang sa dumating siya bigla."

he held my shoulders, lifting me up as he stared directly into my tear-filled eyes.

"minahal naman kita‚ ikaw 'yung nandiyan noong oras na wala siya. pero sa kanya ko nakikita 'yung tunay na saya... sa kanya ko nakita 'yung mga bagay na hindi ko sa 'yo na kita." he said softly. "ikaw 'yung nauna‚ pero siya ang huli na gusto kong makasama. minahal kita‚ pero mas mahal ko siya."

"minahal kita‚ ginawa ko lahat‚ tapos ngayon sasabin mo sa akin may mahal kang iba?"

he had made me believe i was enough, that i was the only one for him. but suddenly, everything changed... i was the first, but someone else had won his heart.

he turned his way. bowing his head and didn't care for what i said. ibegged him to stay‚ but still he walked away.

nakaupo‚ nakatingala sa kalangitan||Ms. Rays