Inspired by her!

You've denatured me somehow.
Your thoughts make me cry
in every single night
Did you cry someday?
I hope your answer will be "no"!
cause I don't wanna see tears in your eyes.
Say once that you were not mine.
Can't you say?
I apologize you for the time
You waste on me.
My heart was frozen
When you said 'it's not gonna be happened'.
Thought I had been used
But then realized I'm useless enough!
Still I write your name in my hands
Where you used to touch.
Still waitin' for you.
Hopin' you will come back to me and
Ask me 'how are you'?
I'll ask you back 'who are you?'
After all I'm being inspired by you.