The Fanboy: Diary of a stalker

My name is Saint and this is my diary.My love for charlie ,babe's boyfriend became a dangerous obsession but allow me to say it was still love . I wanted him who was never mine ,him who belonged to another. How far would I go to get him.love does not possess nor can it be possessed but I was willing to take the challenge.
Here, my inner most thoughts lay hidden .Words I dared not speak in the real world .Actions I dared not act upon.often times I crossed the fine line between reality and imagination. Was I losing my mind ? was my mental health at risk .I was getting uncontrollable, my thoughts ,my emotions all because i wanted to love and be loved by him whom i loved .my obsession led me to dangerous paths .Just as roses have thorns so I chose to see the beauty in misery. I was getting psychotic.i needed help but again isnt this a mad world, and I just a 24 yr old boy was among the mad men living in it and embracing the madness.
Disclaimer:contains graphic descriptions of sex and activities that involve stalking .