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Why do I feel this way?
Roadkill67
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Roadkill67
Ongoing, First published Sep 15, 2024
Mature
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Shivian... from the day Siobhan pretended to tell Vivian to move her car. Through the complicated start of feelings for each other and the ongoing abuse from Roger. To the painful journey of healing from trauma and addiction. Vivian's haunting past returns to destroy the life she worked hard to build. Will they get their forever or will the unexpected break them apart?
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in the space between our scars

9 parts Ongoing

Two women, two lives shaped by fear and resilience, are about to cross paths in the most unexpected place: a nursery. Vivian has rebuilt her life after escaping an abusive relationship, carving out safety for herself and her son. For the first time in years, she's free-but the shadows of her past still linger, whispering in the quiet moments. Siobhan has mastered the art of control, hiding both her bruises and her fears behind calm efficiency. Every day is a careful negotiation, a balancing act between surviving at home and maintaining her professional composure. When their worlds meet, even briefly, something unspoken stirs-a quiet recognition that neither expected. In the space between their scars, empathy, curiosity, and perhaps something more begins to grow. A slow-burn story of trauma, healing, and the fragile sparks that can ignite when two guarded hearts finally meet.

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