"Never disobey orders." "Do what you're told" "Listen to me." "Don't go against us." I've never had to disobey orders. Never had to go against my parents, or and older cats. I'm 6 moons know. No longer Snowkit, now i'm Snowpaw. I've begun to see things that don't make sense. I've begun to stop following orders. Not because I'm bad, but because... they don't make sense. Why should i not talk to any other cats at gatherings? Why should i not talk to Honeywhisker. Is it because she likes girls?