After Itachi kills his clan he is welcomed into the Akatsuki, he has a hard time forgetting what he did and is full of trauma and regret, nightmares hunt is every being, and his partner says he can help him but for a price. young Itachi lost of love and family and hope takes it not knowing the pain it will hold for him in the log run, but now his forced to walk down the path he choice. CW!! This story has rape/non-con, sex, language, abuse, past child abuse, toxic relationship. all with minors. and big age gap. Itachi and Kisame have a 12 year age gap (there age gap is canon.) Side note, i'm am very dyslexic i do try very hard with my spelling and grammar its just harder for me.