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When Jude, a young bookseller, meets Will, a mysterious and captivating poet, their connection is instant and electrifying. As their relationship deepens, Jude becomes entwined in Will's emotional world-a world filled with passion, art, and a battle against depression. If Only... is a heartfelt and intense exploration of love, mental illness, and the struggle to heal. Will their bond be enough to pull Will from the darkness, or will their love falter under the weight of his pain?All Rights Reserved

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Coherence by squi1d

COMPLETED, next poetry collection coming soon This is a poetry collection that is both ever updating and ever changing. This collection of poetry isn't exactly traditional or ever a solid complete piece of prose, I am ever adding and changing and morphing them into something I feel is better or is more to what I feel suits the character or the emotion I wrote the poem to embody. That being said, this collection has some works alike the past one that I made a few years back that doesn't quite hold up to standard today. I have poems that I have remade and moved into this collection, so If you have come from the previous collection know that if you recognise the theme it's because of that. I created this intended as both a challenge to write some feelings into something productive as-well as to write some inspired works made for a character I made as I wrote the poem or for a event or piece of media I enjoyed. Nothing is ever solid or at least their perspective will change as I write the poem or rewrite it. Anyways enjoy, I try not to be too pretentious but I don't really care because again this is a vent piece of work.

paracosm-delusional nightmares by paracosmic_being

{poetry : completed} "𝐦𝐲 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐟𝐨𝐥𝐤𝐥𝐨𝐫𝐞." in a tiny corner of the world, but in the vast corner of my imagination, this is my paracosmic delusion, something that i've created out of indignant, dejected and euphoric emotions. each word in this book constitutes my delusional nightmares, the ones that i know aren't really there, yet i write about them anyway. this is me, my barest and deepest feelings, and my monstrous thoughts. ✦✦✦ {all rights reserved || ©2021, ashe} {published on may 30, 2021} {cover designed by @paracosmic_being} {peace \/}

why do you love me so much? | Muke | by canyonmoon6

Only if you didn't lie, only if I had enough hope, only if I didn't love you too much, only if you didn't love me. Can impossible love ever be eternal? {Completed]

The Pieces of You by RayxLemons

If you really want to know the pain and heartbreak you put me through, this is for you. I know you will never want to know what you did to me. It's easier for you to just forget about it and act like it never even happened. Unfortunately I cannot forget. Here's everything anyway, for my sake. #11 in poetry #1 in heartbreakpoems #1 in poems #1 in sadpoems

Silent Whispers of Dysphoria by ZayanaCullen

When mirror is not enough to reflect emotions, when talks are not enough to convey feelings, a silent poem and a pen and it's creations may help. Edit (April 14, 2020) : This book was previously titled as "Autumn Leaves" *NOTE FOR READERS* Dear readers, thank you very much for reading my works. I appreciate your time and willingness to read my works.☺ Reaching 1K views was like a dream come true and thanks to you guys. A single view, comment and vote of yours make my day. It means a lot. Please guys, vote and comment on my works. A single tap and thoughts of yours can brighten up my day.☺ Please do vote, comment and follow my account. Thank you A huge thanks to @scarla_scorpion for the wonderful cover.

Imperfections & Love by dreaming40

SEQUEL TO My Book Titled: Boundless Love When life keeps throwing curveballs, will tough love be enough to survive? Waiting for Charlotte, I am lost in my thoughts, anticipating the worst and hoping for the best.... Levi just endured the most challenging year of his life while also learning that his true love has challenges of her own. Together they hope that their love for each other will defy all odds, but even together life is complicated, and sometimes a little more than love is needed to prevail.

Unstuffed by TheObliviousFox

Noah is a quiet, reclusive artist struggling to navigate a world that seems to move without him. Isolated by his own anxieties and haunted by past rejections, he keeps to the shadows-until an unexpected impulse purchase changes everything. Benji, a simple stuffed bear, becomes more than just a gift for his niece. As Noah forms an unshakable bond with his new companion, their relationship brings him joy, confidence, and a reason to engage with life again. But what begins as innocent comfort soon blurs the line between reality and delusion. When Noah's newfound happiness is threatened by the outside world, he is forced to confront the painful truth behind his isolation. Can he break free from the safety of his own mind, or has he built a love too deep to let go? "Unstuffed" Copyright © 2025 Joe Fox. All Rights Reserved.

life by ur_h0t_m0m

in this book I'm questioning, overthinking, explaining, defining and describing life as in some poetry style. poems about life what you may desire, admire and truly seek you could find in here presented and beautifully written as poem. relaxing to read at the same time it can include not so happy parts that are about depression, anxiety, anger, heartbreak and loss. the truth of life written down in here. nothing more. enjoy. :)

Not Just Words... by Claudushka

Not Just Words... is more than a collection of poetry...it's a raw, unfiltered journey through the landscapes of mental health, vulnerability, and resilience. Blending powerful verses with personal reflections, this book dives deep into the experiences of depression, anxiety, and the quiet battles we all fight within. For anyone who has ever felt lost, overwhelmed, or broken, these poems serve as a voice when words fail. They are a friend for the moments when life feels too heavy, and a source of hope for those searching for light in the darkness. Through every verse, I confront the shadows that have haunted me and, in doing so, invite you to reflect on your own struggles. The emotions here are real...sometimes painful, sometimes healing, but always genuine. This book isn't just a window into my soul...it's an invitation to face your own inner battles, to feel seen, and maybe even understood. How do you describe what it feels like to be human, to hurt, to heal? Maybe you don't. Maybe the words within these pages will do that for you. Not Just Words... is for anyone seeking connection, comfort, and the reassurance that they're not alone.

The Boy From Everywhere by ZhennySaley

‼️RATED MATURE FOR MENTIONS OF ABUSE‼️ "You were my one chance at a normal life..." He was a boy who had taken too much jobs but speaks too little about himself. She was a girl who had wandered too much but left too little hope for her future. Their worlds collide one day when misfortune chases the both of them into a common corner, and from then on, both their fates refused to part ways. But as unfortunate as they both may be, their misfortune might just be what leads them to their luckiest charms. [Tw.: mentions of abuse, neglect, and mental health issues.]

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Coherence

COMPLETED, next poetry collection coming soon This is a poetry collection that is both ever updating and ever changing. This collection of poetry isn't exactly traditional or ever a solid complete piece of prose, I am ever adding and changing and morphing them into something I feel is better or is more to what I feel suits the character or the emotion I wrote the poem to embody. That being said, this collection has some works alike the past one that I made a few years back that doesn't quite hold up to standard today. I have poems that I have remade and moved into this collection, so If you have come from the previous collection know that if you recognise the theme it's because of that. I created this intended as both a challenge to write some feelings into something productive as-well as to write some inspired works made for a character I made as I wrote the poem or for a event or piece of media I enjoyed. Nothing is ever solid or at least their perspective will change as I write the poem or rewrite it. Anyways enjoy, I try not to be too pretentious but I don't really care because again this is a vent piece of work.