The Blue Eyed Suicide
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Last published Sun, Apr 19, 2015
☀“And if you're reading this, I'm already gone. I've done the deed and no longer have to suffer in this terrible, chaotic hell people like to call life. Don't blame yourself, it wasn't your fault. You were the only one who kept me breathing for as long as I did. It was like I was a terminal patient, I was going to die, and you were the one that made my last days on this earth remarkable. Sammy, I love you and thank you, for everything.”☀
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