Hold Me Closer
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Last published Wed, Sep 18, 2024
Seeing yourself slowly crumble away, yet unable to change that fate, it's the worst feeling of all. You see it before you yet you can't do anything. Just watch yourself suffer, will you?
Maybe you can use your knowledge to figure out what is wrong with our main character?
This is a story of sort, though it is very vague and doesn't follow a specific timeline in order. Maybe its for the theorists out there who love to make theories, they love to observe and piece together. I love theories too.
***Trigger warning***
Explicit description of self harm and violence. Heavy mentions of suicide. Deals with undiagnosed Depression, trauma and abuse. If you relate to any part of the story to a level please talk to someone. I'm sorry if it causes discomfort. Stay safe. Take care of yourself.
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