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Introspection: self-discovery

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Jasai faces a season ending injury, during recovery, he goes on a self discovery journey which includes both learning more about his sexuality and also getting rid of this mindset he had of only having one goal which was entering the NFL . Which yes was a big milestone he had accomplished but that shouldn't be his only goal in life. Jasai decided he should set new goals for himself and try new things and have new hobbies while he's out for the rest of the season.

Stubborn -Straight out of high school graduate - Cameron , decided to take a gap year just so he could try and get his life together and figure out if college is really what he wanted, or to go straight into the work field. Cameron was stuck in this childish mindset, his whole senior year he focused on girls and parties, now all his friends were either leaving for college or starting work, overall leaving him behind. 
Forcing him to step out of his comfort zone and make a change when that was what scared him the most.

Jasai and Cameron will soon cross paths. Cameron happened to be a big fan of Jasai , this is nothing but a player x fan love story.


Started; 9/19/24
Ended; ??All Rights Reserved

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