On Pause: The Redefination of Us
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Ongoing, First published Sep 20, 2024
**"On Pause: The Redefinition of Us"** follows Ella Rivera, a young woman who's been secretly in love with her best friend, Lucas, for years. When Lucas starts dating someone new, Ella's world is shaken, and she's forced to confront the reality that her love will never be returned. Faced with the choice to either confess her feelings or let them go, Ella makes the difficult decision to put her romantic hopes on hold and redefine their friendship. As she embarks on a journey of emotional growth, Ella learns that not all love stories are meant to end in romance. Sometimes, the most important relationships are the ones that teach you how to love yourself first. With the help of her no-nonsense friend Sophie and the unexpected kindness of a new acquaintance, Ryan, Ella begins to rediscover her sense of self and open her heart to new possibilities. **"On Pause"** is a heartfelt exploration of unrequited love, friendship, and the courage it takes to redefine what we think we want.



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