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P.s. I Still Love You Niall

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Zayn was always good at keeping secrets, especially ones that put his life in danger. When he decided to off himself, he gave no warning except for a small note on the counter top for Niall to find. He loved his boyfriend, but his personal conflicts went further than he ever let show. He knew if he ended everything, he couldn’t leave Niall alone. He would leave him with a little piece of him - his writing written in chronological letters. One for each day he would not be there in Niall’s life.  [Ziall] [33,000+ words]All Rights Reserved

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The Wrong direction (one direction Fan Fic) by imastillgonnadream

Harry has a secret. A secret he doesn't want anyone to know because he is afraid that they will treat him differently. He's tired of the rumors, stress, and everything else that comes with being famous. Sometimes he just wants to give up. What happens though when Louis, his best mate, finds out that he is anorexic and self harms? Will Louis judge him, ignore him, or help Harry find a way out from his addictions? *TRIGGERING*

Hold Me Now (Ziall Fan Fiction) ✔ by RosyPetals

When Niall Horan and Zayn Malik are paired up for a school field trip, Niall thinks it's some form of punishment. Of all people to get paired with, he had to get Zayn, the boy who bullied him. Zayn wasn't too happy about it, either, and avoided Niall if at all possible, since they could only get fifty feet away from one another. Louis Tomlinson was freaking out when he got paired with Harry Styles, Zayn's best friend. Sure, Harry bullied him and Niall, but he had always had a crush on him, since the first time they met. He wasn't sure whether behind paired up with Harry was a good or a bad thing, whether Harry was having the same feelings. As Niall and Zayn got closer than they thought was possible, Zayn learns some things that changes his mind about the shy blonde. He felt the need to protect him, like Louis did, from everything. But when they come across someone dangerous from Niall's past, Zayn's not sure he can keep Niall safe. Zayn knew he could die trying to protect Niall, and he's not sure it's worth the risk.

Life Of A Prostitute (Ziall Horlik) AU by BriannaLynnC98

It's not something people plan on doing nor is it something people happily do. It's a way of survival. Zayn Malik lived a life of selling his body to men and women who wanted it just so he could get by. He wasn't happy, but there was nothing else for him to do. There was no one for him. He was just a prostitute. Niall Horan was a rookie on the police field. He was fresh out of training and ready to take on this task at hand. He didn't have a hard heart like most the men he worked with. He actually cared about the people that would end up in the back of his car handcuffed. Is there a way for a young cop to help a law breaker? Is there a way for a broken man to become whole again? Is it possible for one to understand the life of a prostitute?

13 Reasons why (Niall Horan story) Ziall And Niam by Claricepayne

Zayn was a happy lad as he grew up but as soon as he hit high school everything changed people bullied him and he turned dark. Then after 4 years of putting up with everything he decided he had enough and killed himself leaving everyone confused why he did it and close ones near him were struggling a lot especially a certain lad who had been friends with Zayn since they were little babies. That certain lad was Niall Horan After Zayn died, Niall locked himself in his bathroom for two days which Liam (Zayn's best friend and Niall's boyfriend) tried to get him out everyday because Niall's mum and dad had to work a lot so they didn't really know what was happening until when Niall was out so his mother took him to the doctor and they gave him a lot of medication but Niall only told Liam he was on one medication. It had been a week since Zayn had killed himself and let's just say Niall was not doing well at all. Liam,Louis and Harry have all been trying to help him get through this tough patch but what happens when an envelope turns up on Niall's door step with Zayn's writing on it Will Niall find out why Zayn did it? How will Niall cope? Would it put a stop to Liam and Niall's relationship? Carry on reading and you'll find out Twitter @claricepayne00 Instagram @claricepayne_wattpad Tumblr @claricepayne archive of their own @claricepayne00

Show me the light (Niam/Ziall) by ayeelarry

It's been 3 years. 3 years sense Zayn died. 3 years sense Niall made a promise to Zayn to never let go. "I promise Zayn.." Niall can't wait to die, to be with Zayn. He knows Zayn doesn't want Niall to kill himself. But each day Niall cuts himself and doesn't eat. He cries himself to sleep. He lost all his friends. His family never calls. All because of that one stupid promise. "I can't just leave him!" Niall them meets Liam. Liam Payne. Liam notices the light drained from Niall's eyes. The blood loss from Niall's skin. How pale he is. Liam then wants to help Niall. Niall doesn't say much but he says enough to make Liam really understand Niall. Niall just doesn't want Liam to replace Zayn. He doesn't want Liam's help but Liam won't take no for an answer. Will Liam actually help Niall let go? Or will Niall just push him away like he did to everyone else? "You're not Zayn!" "I never said I was." "I want Zayn!" "HE'S DEAD NIALL!"

P.s i still love you by deliriousfandoms

When Louis hateful words go to far, everything takes a unexpected turn. Harry dies. Niall admits to Zayn his love for Liam. Louis starts getting anonymous packages that arrive every week. Zayn finds a girlfriend. What more could happen? Well, thats answered when they find out who is sending the packages.

The Dead Boy (Ziall) by Caliske_XP

12 April 1934, The Horan family was found brutally murdered in their house. Wife and husband had been gagged and maimed before being shot in the head. Their 17-year old son, Niall Horan, was found in his bedroom's closet. He had been gagged and maimed too, but far worse than his parents. A horrendous smile was cut on his face, his eyes burned away. The murderer was never found. 80 years later, 18-year old Zayn Malik has just moved into the little cottage he bought. It literally is his dream house, in the middle of the countryside, close to the woods. Now he can finally relax on his own, away from his parents and the city... Or so he thought. Not long after he moved to his new house, Zayn starts noticing weird things. He starts seeing unnatural things, nightmares afflict his dreams every night and, what is the tale of the boy, murdered in his very house? Warning: lots of blood. It's boyxboy! Please don't read if you don't like it. This is a work of fiction, so before you send hate, remember 'you can never lie in fiction' Cover made by PartOfMyHeart

The Rematch (Ziall Horlik)AU M-Preg by BriannaLynnC98

(Sequel to The Fighter) You can take the fighter out of the fight, but you can't take fight out of the fighter. Niall was a happy, stay at home father of two. He loved the big house they had gotten, but mostly he loved his little family that was in it. Zayn's boxing gym had been a good enough job to keep him busy because he was much too young to retire, even though he had the money to. He still loved to fight, but he loved just a simple match between him and his best friend. Is the life Zayn is living going to be enough? Will there be opportunities that can't be turned down? Will it be the fight to end all fights?

Ziall-Forbidden Love by zialllover

When Zayn was asked to tutor one of his fathers students he had no idea where it would take him. Niall had secrets. Secrets he wouldn't reveal to anybody. When the two grow closer and Niall reveals what he's been hiding can Zayn save him? Can Zayn show him the love he's never experienced before?

Let me love you (boyxboy) (Ziall) by WxnderStories

A Ziall story. Niall and Zayn. With some Larry scenes. Includes gay love and self harm. Niall fights everyday with a smile, being in one direction would be the best thing ever. Or so he thought. Once he starts feeling something for someone he never thought he could like more than a friend, he becomes really depressed. How does he deal with these feelings? Does he tell this person how he feels? Or does he keep it all a secret? Read and find out. Please don't read if self harm is easily triggered for you or you are homophobic.

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The Wrong direction (one direction Fan Fic)

Harry has a secret. A secret he doesn't want anyone to know because he is afraid that they will treat him differently. He's tired of the rumors, stress, and everything else that comes with being famous. Sometimes he just wants to give up. What happens though when Louis, his best mate, finds out that he is anorexic and self harms? Will Louis judge him, ignore him, or help Harry find a way out from his addictions? TRIGGERING