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P.s. I Still Love You Niall

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Zayn was always good at keeping secrets, especially ones that put his life in danger. When he decided to off himself, he gave no warning except for a small note on the counter top for Niall to find. He loved his boyfriend, but his personal conflicts went further than he ever let show. He knew if he ended everything, he couldn’t leave Niall alone. He would leave him with a little piece of him - his writing written in chronological letters. One for each day he would not be there in Niall’s life.  [Ziall] [33,000+ words]All Rights Reserved

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Stuck Here (Ziall) by GhostieNialler

Niall Horan is nothing but normal. He goes to school. He studies. He goes home, again and again. Everyday is a routine. He wishes for something new and exciting to happen, especially with his school crush, Zayn Malik. Though, Zayn never notices him until something changes. One day Niall realizes that he has finally caught Zayn’s attention, but Zayn looks at him with terror in his eyes. “You can’t be here. You’re dead.”

The Rematch (Ziall Horlik)AU M-Preg by BriannaLynnC98

(Sequel to The Fighter) You can take the fighter out of the fight, but you can't take fight out of the fighter. Niall was a happy, stay at home father of two. He loved the big house they had gotten, but mostly he loved his little family that was in it. Zayn's boxing gym had been a good enough job to keep him busy because he was much too young to retire, even though he had the money to. He still loved to fight, but he loved just a simple match between him and his best friend. Is the life Zayn is living going to be enough? Will there be opportunities that can't be turned down? Will it be the fight to end all fights?

The Wrong direction (one direction Fan Fic) by imastillgonnadream

Harry has a secret. A secret he doesn't want anyone to know because he is afraid that they will treat him differently. He's tired of the rumors, stress, and everything else that comes with being famous. Sometimes he just wants to give up. What happens though when Louis, his best mate, finds out that he is anorexic and self harms? Will Louis judge him, ignore him, or help Harry find a way out from his addictions? *TRIGGERING*

What These Bruises Say ›› n.h by anchorsahoy

Scarlett is abused. Abused by the only person she has left. She turns to music to help her enjoy life. But when her father disapproves of her passion, she leaves. Only to run into Niall Horan. Scarlett has never heard of One Direction. So when Niall takes care of her, her entire life turns upside down. Writing songs for One Direction is never easy. Especially when your psycho maniac of a father is after you. ((This story was written and completed in 2013)) TW:: I wrote this story years ago when I was going through my depression so this entire fic is filled with triggers. You have been warned.

Him (Ziall Horlik) AU by BriannaLynnC98

Two different world's collide and it's all because of him. Zayn Malik was just a regular guy. He was an intern at a local radio station and was also a part time tattoo artist. He was an older brother and would do anything to make his sisters happy. Niall Horan was 1/4 of One Direction. They were the world's most loved boy band, but sometimes he just wanted someone special to love him. Niall was always a happy-go-lucky guy no matter what. All he really wanted was to make people happy. What happens when an ordinary guy meets and extraordinary one? Will it be everything they've ever wanted?

Ziall-Forbidden Love by zialllover

When Zayn was asked to tutor one of his fathers students he had no idea where it would take him. Niall had secrets. Secrets he wouldn't reveal to anybody. When the two grow closer and Niall reveals what he's been hiding can Zayn save him? Can Zayn show him the love he's never experienced before?

Cancer (Ziall Horlik) AU by BriannaLynnC98

What happens when someone is diagnosed with cancer? They want to live the rest of their life to the fullest, right? Wrong. Niall Horan is a 18 year old boy just diagnosed with brain cancer. But the only thing he wants to do is die already. Zayn Malik is a mysterious boy that walks past the hospital once everyday. No one knows why, except him. What happens when one day he walks past the hospital and runs into a puffy eyed boy? What happens when he runs into this boy everyday for the next four months? Do they let each other know about their lives or do they keep to themselves?

Show me the light (Niam/Ziall) by ayeelarry

It's been 3 years. 3 years sense Zayn died. 3 years sense Niall made a promise to Zayn to never let go. "I promise Zayn.." Niall can't wait to die, to be with Zayn. He knows Zayn doesn't want Niall to kill himself. But each day Niall cuts himself and doesn't eat. He cries himself to sleep. He lost all his friends. His family never calls. All because of that one stupid promise. "I can't just leave him!" Niall them meets Liam. Liam Payne. Liam notices the light drained from Niall's eyes. The blood loss from Niall's skin. How pale he is. Liam then wants to help Niall. Niall doesn't say much but he says enough to make Liam really understand Niall. Niall just doesn't want Liam to replace Zayn. He doesn't want Liam's help but Liam won't take no for an answer. Will Liam actually help Niall let go? Or will Niall just push him away like he did to everyone else? "You're not Zayn!" "I never said I was." "I want Zayn!" "HE'S DEAD NIALL!"

Illusion (Ziall Horlik) AU by BriannaLynnC98

It was an illusion... Zayn Malik believed he met his forever and lost his always. This was only a trick his mind had been playing on him. He couldn't tell the difference between dreams and real life, causing him to struggle everyday that he was without the character his mind made up named Niall Horan. Will Zayn try to move on with his life, or is his mind too stuck in love with something that was never real? Will he get another chance of real love ,or will he just have to live with this sad illusion?

Let me love you (boyxboy) (Ziall) by WxnderStories

A Ziall story. Niall and Zayn. With some Larry scenes. Includes gay love and self harm. Niall fights everyday with a smile, being in one direction would be the best thing ever. Or so he thought. Once he starts feeling something for someone he never thought he could like more than a friend, he becomes really depressed. How does he deal with these feelings? Does he tell this person how he feels? Or does he keep it all a secret? Read and find out. Please don't read if self harm is easily triggered for you or you are homophobic.

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Stuck Here (Ziall)

Niall Horan is nothing but normal. He goes to school. He studies. He goes home, again and again. Everyday is a routine. He wishes for something new and exciting to happen, especially with his school crush, Zayn Malik. Though, Zayn never notices him until something changes. One day Niall realizes that he has finally caught Zayn’s attention, but Zayn looks at him with terror in his eyes. “You can’t be here. You’re dead.”