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P.s. I Still Love You Niall

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Zayn was always good at keeping secrets, especially ones that put his life in danger. When he decided to off himself, he gave no warning except for a small note on the counter top for Niall to find. He loved his boyfriend, but his personal conflicts went further than he ever let show. He knew if he ended everything, he couldn’t leave Niall alone. He would leave him with a little piece of him - his writing written in chronological letters. One for each day he would not be there in Niall’s life.  [Ziall] [33,000+ words]All Rights Reserved

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Show me the light (Niam/Ziall) by ayeelarry

It's been 3 years. 3 years sense Zayn died. 3 years sense Niall made a promise to Zayn to never let go. "I promise Zayn.." Niall can't wait to die, to be with Zayn. He knows Zayn doesn't want Niall to kill himself. But each day Niall cuts himself and doesn't eat. He cries himself to sleep. He lost all his friends. His family never calls. All because of that one stupid promise. "I can't just leave him!" Niall them meets Liam. Liam Payne. Liam notices the light drained from Niall's eyes. The blood loss from Niall's skin. How pale he is. Liam then wants to help Niall. Niall doesn't say much but he says enough to make Liam really understand Niall. Niall just doesn't want Liam to replace Zayn. He doesn't want Liam's help but Liam won't take no for an answer. Will Liam actually help Niall let go? Or will Niall just push him away like he did to everyone else? "You're not Zayn!" "I never said I was." "I want Zayn!" "HE'S DEAD NIALL!"

What These Bruises Say ›› n.h by anchorsahoy

Scarlett is abused. Abused by the only person she has left. She turns to music to help her enjoy life. But when her father disapproves of her passion, she leaves. Only to run into Niall Horan. Scarlett has never heard of One Direction. So when Niall takes care of her, her entire life turns upside down. Writing songs for One Direction is never easy. Especially when your psycho maniac of a father is after you. ((This story was written and completed in 2013)) TW:: I wrote this story years ago when I was going through my depression so this entire fic is filled with triggers. You have been warned.

Life Of A Prostitute (Ziall Horlik) AU by BriannaLynnC98

It's not something people plan on doing nor is it something people happily do. It's a way of survival. Zayn Malik lived a life of selling his body to men and women who wanted it just so he could get by. He wasn't happy, but there was nothing else for him to do. There was no one for him. He was just a prostitute. Niall Horan was a rookie on the police field. He was fresh out of training and ready to take on this task at hand. He didn't have a hard heart like most the men he worked with. He actually cared about the people that would end up in the back of his car handcuffed. Is there a way for a young cop to help a law breaker? Is there a way for a broken man to become whole again? Is it possible for one to understand the life of a prostitute?

The Fighter (Ziall Horlik)AU M-preg by BriannaLynnC98

When there's a problem in your way, use your fists. That's all Zayn Malik has known his whole life. He was from the poorest and roughest end of Bradford, being brought up without parents or even food in his stomach. This was what made him to be the man that solved everything with his fist and a little bit of heart. Niall Horan was a typical everyday guy. Sure, he was shy and didn't really get to know many people, but he was a good person once you got through his shell. He was unique in many ways, but one way was going to be life changing for him and someone else. Both are very unique people. One is a lover and the other is a fighter. When these qualities mix, will it be for the best of both worlds? Is this problem going to be too hard to solve with a fist by the fighter?

The Wrong direction (one direction Fan Fic) by imastillgonnadream

Harry has a secret. A secret he doesn't want anyone to know because he is afraid that they will treat him differently. He's tired of the rumors, stress, and everything else that comes with being famous. Sometimes he just wants to give up. What happens though when Louis, his best mate, finds out that he is anorexic and self harms? Will Louis judge him, ignore him, or help Harry find a way out from his addictions? *TRIGGERING*

The Rematch (Ziall Horlik)AU M-Preg by BriannaLynnC98

(Sequel to The Fighter) You can take the fighter out of the fight, but you can't take fight out of the fighter. Niall was a happy, stay at home father of two. He loved the big house they had gotten, but mostly he loved his little family that was in it. Zayn's boxing gym had been a good enough job to keep him busy because he was much too young to retire, even though he had the money to. He still loved to fight, but he loved just a simple match between him and his best friend. Is the life Zayn is living going to be enough? Will there be opportunities that can't be turned down? Will it be the fight to end all fights?

Cancer (Ziall Horlik) AU by BriannaLynnC98

What happens when someone is diagnosed with cancer? They want to live the rest of their life to the fullest, right? Wrong. Niall Horan is a 18 year old boy just diagnosed with brain cancer. But the only thing he wants to do is die already. Zayn Malik is a mysterious boy that walks past the hospital once everyday. No one knows why, except him. What happens when one day he walks past the hospital and runs into a puffy eyed boy? What happens when he runs into this boy everyday for the next four months? Do they let each other know about their lives or do they keep to themselves?

The Darkest Hour by fishxthis

ZIALL AU! (slight background Larry) Zayn was put into a hospital and treated like a nutcase, all because he never spoke. They thought he was crazy, but he wasn't, and Liam, his friend and psychiatrist, knew that. Zayn never thought that he'd ever step in that place again, but when he sets eyes on Niall, he changes his mind. When Zayn meets Niall, he's reminded of himself, and it's almost painful. Zayn knows he'd do anything for Niall, but can he help Niall out of what he's gotten himself into?

Falling Apart (Ziall Horlik)AU by BriannaLynnC98

Zayn Malik couldn't take it anymore. The stress, the tour, the expectations set for him by everyone but mostly he couldn't take the pretending. Niall Horan loves someone he knows he shouldn't. He loved them in ways that he knows are wrong, but that doesn't stop him from trying. When limits are reached and tension is at an all time high, will One Direction stay strong? Or, will they start falling apart?

The Dead Boy (Ziall) by Caliske_XP

12 April 1934, The Horan family was found brutally murdered in their house. Wife and husband had been gagged and maimed before being shot in the head. Their 17-year old son, Niall Horan, was found in his bedroom's closet. He had been gagged and maimed too, but far worse than his parents. A horrendous smile was cut on his face, his eyes burned away. The murderer was never found. 80 years later, 18-year old Zayn Malik has just moved into the little cottage he bought. It literally is his dream house, in the middle of the countryside, close to the woods. Now he can finally relax on his own, away from his parents and the city... Or so he thought. Not long after he moved to his new house, Zayn starts noticing weird things. He starts seeing unnatural things, nightmares afflict his dreams every night and, what is the tale of the boy, murdered in his very house? Warning: lots of blood. It's boyxboy! Please don't read if you don't like it. This is a work of fiction, so before you send hate, remember 'you can never lie in fiction' Cover made by PartOfMyHeart

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Show me the light (Niam/Ziall)

It's been 3 years. 3 years sense Zayn died. 3 years sense Niall made a promise to Zayn to never let go. "I promise Zayn.." Niall can't wait to die, to be with Zayn. He knows Zayn doesn't want Niall to kill himself. But each day Niall cuts himself and doesn't eat. He cries himself to sleep. He lost all his friends. His family never calls. All because of that one stupid promise. "I can't just leave him!" Niall them meets Liam. Liam Payne. Liam notices the light drained from Niall's eyes. The blood loss from Niall's skin. How pale he is. Liam then wants to help Niall. Niall doesn't say much but he says enough to make Liam really understand Niall. Niall just doesn't want Liam to replace Zayn. He doesn't want Liam's help but Liam won't take no for an answer. Will Liam actually help Niall let go? Or will Niall just push him away like he did to everyone else? "You're not Zayn!" "I never said I was." "I want Zayn!" "HE'S DEAD NIALL!"