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P.s. I Still Love You Niall

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Zayn was always good at keeping secrets, especially ones that put his life in danger. When he decided to off himself, he gave no warning except for a small note on the counter top for Niall to find. He loved his boyfriend, but his personal conflicts went further than he ever let show. He knew if he ended everything, he couldn’t leave Niall alone. He would leave him with a little piece of him - his writing written in chronological letters. One for each day he would not be there in Niall’s life.  [Ziall] [33,000+ words]All Rights Reserved

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Stockholm Syndrome (Ziall Horlik) AU by BriannaLynnC98

Niall Horan was a normal 15 year old boy. He was on the football team and had tons of friends. But, all of that changes for him when he's walking home from football practice. Zayn Malik was a depressed, lonely man. He never had anyone that loved him, but that was fine. He just wanted company. Someone to share his life with and make him happy. So, one day when he was driving home from work, he saw a blonde haired boy walking alone. He thought he looked pretty cute and wanted to take him home. After the fact, Niall realizes Zayn isn't as bad as he thought. And being the caring boy he is, wants to help him out. But, the whole time he's trying to get closer to Zayn, trying to find an escape. What happens when Niall has the chance to leave? Will he take it, or has his feelings changed towards his captor?

What These Bruises Say ›› n.h by anchorsahoy

Scarlett is abused. Abused by the only person she has left. She turns to music to help her enjoy life. But when her father disapproves of her passion, she leaves. Only to run into Niall Horan. Scarlett has never heard of One Direction. So when Niall takes care of her, her entire life turns upside down. Writing songs for One Direction is never easy. Especially when your psycho maniac of a father is after you. ((This story was written and completed in 2013)) TW:: I wrote this story years ago when I was going through my depression so this entire fic is filled with triggers. You have been warned.

Single Father (Ziall Horlik) AU by BriannaLynnC98

It wasn't something he was ever expecting in his life, but it happened. Zayn Malik was a young man that got the surprise of his life when a late night hook up told him he was going to be a father. Unfortunately, that person wasn't going to stay around to help be a mother. Niall Horan was a young, naive man that had a heart bigger than his body. With that heart, he helped at a charity shelter that supplied everything underprivileged families might need. He also had a job at the the local grocery store. That was enough for him though because he believed that any extra money went to the shelter. What happens when Zayn needs a helping hand? Will there be room in a large heart for a single father?

The Dead Boy (Ziall) by Caliske_XP

12 April 1934, The Horan family was found brutally murdered in their house. Wife and husband had been gagged and maimed before being shot in the head. Their 17-year old son, Niall Horan, was found in his bedroom's closet. He had been gagged and maimed too, but far worse than his parents. A horrendous smile was cut on his face, his eyes burned away. The murderer was never found. 80 years later, 18-year old Zayn Malik has just moved into the little cottage he bought. It literally is his dream house, in the middle of the countryside, close to the woods. Now he can finally relax on his own, away from his parents and the city... Or so he thought. Not long after he moved to his new house, Zayn starts noticing weird things. He starts seeing unnatural things, nightmares afflict his dreams every night and, what is the tale of the boy, murdered in his very house? Warning: lots of blood. It's boyxboy! Please don't read if you don't like it. This is a work of fiction, so before you send hate, remember 'you can never lie in fiction' Cover made by PartOfMyHeart

Freedom (Ziall Horlik) M-preg by BriannaLynnC98

All Zayn Malik wanted was a safe place to raise his children. All he wanted was a place that the people could marry who they loved and not be forced to deal with horrible living conditions. But acting on his wants came with a bigger threat than he could have ever imagined. Niall Horan loved his husband, despite the fact he was forced to marry him. He also love the little baby growing in his stomach. But with this love, came great cost. He had to watch his husband suffer through the pain this rebellion had brought on him. Both boys could taste the freedom that they had always dreamed of raising their child in. But with that freedom, lives were given, family and friends were lost and events happened that would forever change both their characters. Is this all worth freedom?

Hold Me Now (Ziall Fan Fiction) ✔ by RosyPetals

When Niall Horan and Zayn Malik are paired up for a school field trip, Niall thinks it's some form of punishment. Of all people to get paired with, he had to get Zayn, the boy who bullied him. Zayn wasn't too happy about it, either, and avoided Niall if at all possible, since they could only get fifty feet away from one another. Louis Tomlinson was freaking out when he got paired with Harry Styles, Zayn's best friend. Sure, Harry bullied him and Niall, but he had always had a crush on him, since the first time they met. He wasn't sure whether behind paired up with Harry was a good or a bad thing, whether Harry was having the same feelings. As Niall and Zayn got closer than they thought was possible, Zayn learns some things that changes his mind about the shy blonde. He felt the need to protect him, like Louis did, from everything. But when they come across someone dangerous from Niall's past, Zayn's not sure he can keep Niall safe. Zayn knew he could die trying to protect Niall, and he's not sure it's worth the risk.

Him (Ziall Horlik) AU by BriannaLynnC98

Two different world's collide and it's all because of him. Zayn Malik was just a regular guy. He was an intern at a local radio station and was also a part time tattoo artist. He was an older brother and would do anything to make his sisters happy. Niall Horan was 1/4 of One Direction. They were the world's most loved boy band, but sometimes he just wanted someone special to love him. Niall was always a happy-go-lucky guy no matter what. All he really wanted was to make people happy. What happens when an ordinary guy meets and extraordinary one? Will it be everything they've ever wanted?

Falling Apart (Ziall Horlik)AU by BriannaLynnC98

Zayn Malik couldn't take it anymore. The stress, the tour, the expectations set for him by everyone but mostly he couldn't take the pretending. Niall Horan loves someone he knows he shouldn't. He loved them in ways that he knows are wrong, but that doesn't stop him from trying. When limits are reached and tension is at an all time high, will One Direction stay strong? Or, will they start falling apart?

The Wrong direction (one direction Fan Fic) by imastillgonnadream

Harry has a secret. A secret he doesn't want anyone to know because he is afraid that they will treat him differently. He's tired of the rumors, stress, and everything else that comes with being famous. Sometimes he just wants to give up. What happens though when Louis, his best mate, finds out that he is anorexic and self harms? Will Louis judge him, ignore him, or help Harry find a way out from his addictions? *TRIGGERING*

Hitman (Ziall Horlik) by xXZiallsChildXx

Some fear the dark. Some fear clowns. Some fear monsters. But thats the things we learn to grow out of. There is one thing you can fear for the rest of your life- well- someone. Zayn Malik is a twenty-five year old who has a very, very special job that makes him a lot of money. He's a hitman. You know, people pay him to kill someone they want dead. He loved himself but hated his life. He was never happy. He was grouchy towards anyone and everyone. He was always pissed off. He never smiled for a good reason. There was a reason for that though. He had a rough past. He never even wanted to think about his past. But then he was found. Niall Horan was finally found. Niall had ruined Zayns entire life. Niall brought Zayn into the mess of a life he had now. He hated Niall with every bone in his body. He wanted Niall Horan dead. But Niall thinks Zayn is dead. Zayn had the most terrible plan. He would make Niall like him again and kill him. He would hurt Niall in so many different ways. He would make sure Niall would suffer. He would kill Niall fucking Horan. Because eight years ago, Niall Horan, his boyfriend, tried to kill him.

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Stockholm Syndrome (Ziall Horlik) AU

Niall Horan was a normal 15 year old boy. He was on the football team and had tons of friends. But, all of that changes for him when he's walking home from football practice. Zayn Malik was a depressed, lonely man. He never had anyone that loved him, but that was fine. He just wanted company. Someone to share his life with and make him happy. So, one day when he was driving home from work, he saw a blonde haired boy walking alone. He thought he looked pretty cute and wanted to take him home. After the fact, Niall realizes Zayn isn't as bad as he thought. And being the caring boy he is, wants to help him out. But, the whole time he's trying to get closer to Zayn, trying to find an escape. What happens when Niall has the chance to leave? Will he take it, or has his feelings changed towards his captor?