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P.s. I Still Love You Niall

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Zayn was always good at keeping secrets, especially ones that put his life in danger. When he decided to off himself, he gave no warning except for a small note on the counter top for Niall to find. He loved his boyfriend, but his personal conflicts went further than he ever let show. He knew if he ended everything, he couldn’t leave Niall alone. He would leave him with a little piece of him - his writing written in chronological letters. One for each day he would not be there in Niall’s life.  [Ziall] [33,000+ words]All Rights Reserved

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What These Bruises Say ›› n.h by anchorsahoy

Scarlett is abused. Abused by the only person she has left. She turns to music to help her enjoy life. But when her father disapproves of her passion, she leaves. Only to run into Niall Horan. Scarlett has never heard of One Direction. So when Niall takes care of her, her entire life turns upside down. Writing songs for One Direction is never easy. Especially when your psycho maniac of a father is after you. ((This story was written and completed in 2013)) TW:: I wrote this story years ago when I was going through my depression so this entire fic is filled with triggers. You have been warned.

P.s i still love you by deliriousfandoms

When Louis hateful words go to far, everything takes a unexpected turn. Harry dies. Niall admits to Zayn his love for Liam. Louis starts getting anonymous packages that arrive every week. Zayn finds a girlfriend. What more could happen? Well, thats answered when they find out who is sending the packages.

The Dead Boy (Ziall) by Caliske_XP

12 April 1934, The Horan family was found brutally murdered in their house. Wife and husband had been gagged and maimed before being shot in the head. Their 17-year old son, Niall Horan, was found in his bedroom's closet. He had been gagged and maimed too, but far worse than his parents. A horrendous smile was cut on his face, his eyes burned away. The murderer was never found. 80 years later, 18-year old Zayn Malik has just moved into the little cottage he bought. It literally is his dream house, in the middle of the countryside, close to the woods. Now he can finally relax on his own, away from his parents and the city... Or so he thought. Not long after he moved to his new house, Zayn starts noticing weird things. He starts seeing unnatural things, nightmares afflict his dreams every night and, what is the tale of the boy, murdered in his very house? Warning: lots of blood. It's boyxboy! Please don't read if you don't like it. This is a work of fiction, so before you send hate, remember 'you can never lie in fiction' Cover made by PartOfMyHeart

Let me love you (boyxboy) (Ziall) by WxnderStories

A Ziall story. Niall and Zayn. With some Larry scenes. Includes gay love and self harm. Niall fights everyday with a smile, being in one direction would be the best thing ever. Or so he thought. Once he starts feeling something for someone he never thought he could like more than a friend, he becomes really depressed. How does he deal with these feelings? Does he tell this person how he feels? Or does he keep it all a secret? Read and find out. Please don't read if self harm is easily triggered for you or you are homophobic.

Ziall-Forbidden Love by zialllover

When Zayn was asked to tutor one of his fathers students he had no idea where it would take him. Niall had secrets. Secrets he wouldn't reveal to anybody. When the two grow closer and Niall reveals what he's been hiding can Zayn save him? Can Zayn show him the love he's never experienced before?

The Rematch (Ziall Horlik)AU M-Preg by BriannaLynnC98

(Sequel to The Fighter) You can take the fighter out of the fight, but you can't take fight out of the fighter. Niall was a happy, stay at home father of two. He loved the big house they had gotten, but mostly he loved his little family that was in it. Zayn's boxing gym had been a good enough job to keep him busy because he was much too young to retire, even though he had the money to. He still loved to fight, but he loved just a simple match between him and his best friend. Is the life Zayn is living going to be enough? Will there be opportunities that can't be turned down? Will it be the fight to end all fights?

Stockholm Syndrome (Ziall Horlik) AU by BriannaLynnC98

Niall Horan was a normal 15 year old boy. He was on the football team and had tons of friends. But, all of that changes for him when he's walking home from football practice. Zayn Malik was a depressed, lonely man. He never had anyone that loved him, but that was fine. He just wanted company. Someone to share his life with and make him happy. So, one day when he was driving home from work, he saw a blonde haired boy walking alone. He thought he looked pretty cute and wanted to take him home. After the fact, Niall realizes Zayn isn't as bad as he thought. And being the caring boy he is, wants to help him out. But, the whole time he's trying to get closer to Zayn, trying to find an escape. What happens when Niall has the chance to leave? Will he take it, or has his feelings changed towards his captor?

Falling Apart (Ziall Horlik)AU by BriannaLynnC98

Zayn Malik couldn't take it anymore. The stress, the tour, the expectations set for him by everyone but mostly he couldn't take the pretending. Niall Horan loves someone he knows he shouldn't. He loved them in ways that he knows are wrong, but that doesn't stop him from trying. When limits are reached and tension is at an all time high, will One Direction stay strong? Or, will they start falling apart?

13 Reasons why (Niall Horan story) Ziall And Niam by Claricepayne

Zayn was a happy lad as he grew up but as soon as he hit high school everything changed people bullied him and he turned dark. Then after 4 years of putting up with everything he decided he had enough and killed himself leaving everyone confused why he did it and close ones near him were struggling a lot especially a certain lad who had been friends with Zayn since they were little babies. That certain lad was Niall Horan After Zayn died, Niall locked himself in his bathroom for two days which Liam (Zayn's best friend and Niall's boyfriend) tried to get him out everyday because Niall's mum and dad had to work a lot so they didn't really know what was happening until when Niall was out so his mother took him to the doctor and they gave him a lot of medication but Niall only told Liam he was on one medication. It had been a week since Zayn had killed himself and let's just say Niall was not doing well at all. Liam,Louis and Harry have all been trying to help him get through this tough patch but what happens when an envelope turns up on Niall's door step with Zayn's writing on it Will Niall find out why Zayn did it? How will Niall cope? Would it put a stop to Liam and Niall's relationship? Carry on reading and you'll find out Twitter @claricepayne00 Instagram @claricepayne_wattpad Tumblr @claricepayne archive of their own @claricepayne00

The Wrong direction (one direction Fan Fic) by imastillgonnadream

Harry has a secret. A secret he doesn't want anyone to know because he is afraid that they will treat him differently. He's tired of the rumors, stress, and everything else that comes with being famous. Sometimes he just wants to give up. What happens though when Louis, his best mate, finds out that he is anorexic and self harms? Will Louis judge him, ignore him, or help Harry find a way out from his addictions? *TRIGGERING*

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What These Bruises Say ›› n.h

Scarlett is abused. Abused by the only person she has left. She turns to music to help her enjoy life. But when her father disapproves of her passion, she leaves. Only to run into Niall Horan. Scarlett has never heard of One Direction. So when Niall takes care of her, her entire life turns upside down. Writing songs for One Direction is never easy. Especially when your psycho maniac of a father is after you. ((This story was written and completed in 2013)) TW:: I wrote this story years ago when I was going through my depression so this entire fic is filled with triggers. You have been warned.