I Was Never The Poem

Disclaimer:

This novel contains explicit language, dark and psychological themes, as well as brutal and abusive language. It deals with intense and potentially disturbing content, including themes of mental health, trauma, sex and emotional turmoil.

Reader discretion is advised. This book is intended for mature audiences only and is not suitable for readers under the age of 18.

If you are sensitive to depictions of sex, abuse, or psychological distress, please proceed with caution.

••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••
Jay, in his 20s, living in a small, unremarkable town in Guwahati, where every street corner reminds him of who he used to be. On the surface, his life seems ordinary-family in the background, days blending into one another-but beneath that quiet exterior, something is missing. Something important.

Jay can't shake the feeling of emptiness, of searching for something he can't name. Love, perhaps, or maybe it's the understanding of why his life unraveled the way it did. Memories of fleeting connections haunt him, and no matter how far he tries to move forward, the past clings to him.

As Jay drifts through the ruins of his life, he's torn between finding answers or accepting that some things are beyond understanding. But he knows one thing for sure-something, or someone, left a void that he's still trying to fill.

In 𝙄 𝙒𝙖𝙨 𝙉𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙋𝙤𝙚𝙢, Jay's journey is one of self-discovery, confronting the mysteries of his past, and questioning the choices that led him here. With themes of love, loss, insecurity, and revenge, this is a story about what happens when the weight of the past refuses to let go.