This piece is a deeply personal narrative that explores complex family dynamics, emotional trauma, and the struggle for self-identity and independence. It conveys feelings of being misunderstood, neglected, and unfairly compared to siblings. The author reflects on painful childhood memories, sibling rivalry, emotional abuse, and a desire for validation, ultimately seeking solace outside the family. Themes of loneliness, depression, and suicidal thoughts are prevalent, alongside moments of strength found in friendships and self-reliance. It highlights the journey toward healing, self-acceptance, and spiritual reflection.
Alissa Iris De León the daughter of both the Spanish and Italian Mafia.
A week after she was born she was sent away from her 2 brothers to live with her father.
Alexandro De León, Alissa's father and the leader of the 1st powerful mafia which is the 'Italian Mafia'. He is the most feared man in the world and is known to never show emotions. They call him the 'THE DEVIL'. You utter a word to him or even make a little mistake he won't hesitate to kill you.
After 12 years of living with him she became a copy of him no she became even worse than him. On her 13th birthday she was sent back to live with her mother and brothers.
2yrs of living with them her mother was presumed to be 'dead' and they were sent to live with their uncles who were surprise surprise the leaders of the American Mafia.