This piece is a deeply personal narrative that explores complex family dynamics, emotional trauma, and the struggle for self-identity and independence. It conveys feelings of being misunderstood, neglected, and unfairly compared to siblings. The author reflects on painful childhood memories, sibling rivalry, emotional abuse, and a desire for validation, ultimately seeking solace outside the family. Themes of loneliness, depression, and suicidal thoughts are prevalent, alongside moments of strength found in friendships and self-reliance. It highlights the journey toward healing, self-acceptance, and spiritual reflection.
𝐕𝐢𝐯𝐚𝐚𝐧 𝐑𝐚𝐣𝐯𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢 𝐗 𝐉𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐯𝐢 𝐌𝐚𝐝𝐚𝐧.
In a world that screams, I stand in despair,
My voice drowned out, lost in the air.
Chains of tradition tighten each day,
I long to escape, but I'm forced to stay.
Each breath I take feels heavy and torn,
Every mistake a scar I've worn.
I crave a sky where I can be free,
Away from the walls that imprison me.
For now, I sit with my heart in pain,
Silent, yet screaming, again and again.
Though shattered, a spark in me still survives,
Dreaming of freedom where my soul can rise.