a poem i made when i was truly struggling, i never shown it to anyone because it felt uncalled for, i kept my emotions all bottled up for days, weeks, months, nearly a year, until i decided, enough is enough, so i wrote this poem, i shown it to my teachers, they told me to stop whining, from there on out, i decided to write poems to get out any emotions i had to get out instead of keeping my emotions bottled up, at the time i was self harming and having panic attacks everyday, but now im in a much better space now, now onto the story!