How Soon Is Now?
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Laatst gepubliceerd maa, sep. 30, 2024
Marlow is both visible and hypervisible. Marlow strives for a better life, but always fails miserably. Marlow is broken.
She still hopes in uncodintional love, but doesn't believe in fate...until the fate gives her what she wants...but under one condition.
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Hey everybody!!! First of all, thank you so much for reading this. It's the first story I've ever published, so I hope you enjoy it!
This story will consist of mature/triggering content such as: sex, drugs, self-harm, strong language, transphobia, mentions of rape. This story is about a trans woman, so if you're transphobic - please LEAVE!!!
Writing this was very hard for me, as it is basically the story of my life, some situations happened in real life, but most of them are fictional, so keep that in mind, please.
I'm very excited to get all the feedback you have on my writing style, on the development of the plot, the characters, everything!
And I'm also sorry for some spelling/grammar mistakes, English is not my first language.
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