It was never just us. (BL)
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This is the story of the Twitch streamers River and Matt. They'd always enjoyed each other's company and could never have imagined the rest of their lives without the other man.
But would all that change when Matt got a girlfriend?
Could River convince Matt that he was with the wrong person? Would River even realise it himself?
!PLEASE READ INTRO FOR TRIGGER WARNINGS!
This book was originally a fanfic I'd written on a separate account about a group of people, so if there are names in this book that have come from nowhere, it's because I've forgotten to change them. Sorry in advance x
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