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This is not a game

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Reads 94
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Parts 36
Time 3h 12m

Mature

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aftercare assault-recovery banter bdsm breakup depression e-sports found-family happy-end healthy-relationships lgbt lgbtq mmorpg realistic slow-burn therapy trauma-recovery unhealthy-relationships

Eli is witty, talkative and one of the best swordsmen in Battlescape - the online MMORPG he made his profession. He is also suffering, hurt by a string of betrayals that sometimes make it impossible to cling to any sense of normalcy or hopes for happiness, or at least connection.
But he is trying.
Enter Silver, a dashing pro player who can appreciate Eli's wit, match his game skills and quiet his anxiety. Silver looks like a perfect solution to all his troubles. But is he, though?
All will be well in the end, but it's the journey that matters.

Please mind the tags for trigger warnings, and be safe.

The story is somewhat completed (as in, I have further plot development planned, but it will be more of a "sequel" vibe). I am now translating it into English, having originally written it in Russian (also available in my profile).All Rights Reserved

aftercare assault-recovery banter bdsm breakup depression e-sports found-family happy-end healthy-relationships lgbt lgbtq mmorpg realistic slow-burn therapy trauma-recovery unhealthy-relationships

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Whispers of us by Grace63662

When tragedy strikes her family, Jasmine and her mother struggle to move forward. As a last resort, the family decides to move out of town, searching for peace away from the city that holds their worst nightmares. Making up for the year she lost, Jasmine enrolls in a dual program for her first and second years of med school. She however, didn't anticipate learning more than just medicine, and finding much more than what she came looking for. Liam Damien Myers has decided to never rely on anyone since he lost his mother to the big C. Navigating life alone, steering away from other people's business, the last thing he expected was to get caught in the new girl's world. A journey of healing, friendship, and a chance at love. ----------- P.s. since I'm a new writer the first couple chapters might sound a little cringe, but I swear it gets better so soon. It'd be nice if you keep reading till the end and I'd appreciate your support for this new hobby of mine. You're free to call me out on any errors or scenes that you don't like in the comments, be nice though. I really would love to read your comments on the book, so keep commenting, I'll try to always reply. Luv u. Enjoy.

Complacency (MxM) by StxnedWriter

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My biggest mistake by beautifulroses_1

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