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This is not a game

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Parts 42
Time 3h 55m

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Eli is witty, talkative and one of the best swordsmen in Battlescape - the online MMORPG he made his profession. He is also suffering, hurt by a string of betrayals that sometimes make it impossible to cling to any sense of normalcy or hopes for happiness, or at least connection.
But he is trying.
Enter Silver, a dashing pro player who can appreciate Eli's wit, match his game skills and quiet his anxiety. Silver looks like a perfect solution to all his troubles. But is he, though?
All will be well in the end, but it's the journey that matters.

Please mind the tags for trigger warnings, and be safe.

The story is somewhat completed (as in, I have further plot development planned, but it will be more of a "sequel" vibe). I am now translating it into English, having originally written it in Russian (also available in my profile).All Rights Reserved

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Eliona's War 1: Hesitant Healer by KurokageJS

In which an introverted healer learns to deal with the greatest horrors of his life - socializing, dungeons, and psychopathic NPCs. Season 1 of Eliona's War *** Seth Veregin doesn't know the first thing about video games. But when he's gifted a beta copy of Eliona's War - a Virtual Reality online game that's the very first of its kind - he reluctantly gives it a try. Thus, Severance the healer is born. All he wants is to quietly explore on his own without having to deal with other people. Unfortunately for him, there's a few problems with that plan. Not only did he choose a class that's in high demand, but some players just won't take no for an answer. And the game NPCs? They definitely have a mind and an agenda of their own.

SWEET REVENGE by monica23031

The exact words he threw at my face still haunts my dreams every single night and I think I'm starting to believe him. "Wish I've never met you I was so young and stupid, no wonder no one wanted to be with you, you are just holding me down and I honestly just got bored, needed a new chapter in my life that was the main reason I did what I had to do to keep myself happy. I just don't want to lie to myself anymore. I can't do this. I need to be free for once in my life. I'm so relieved that I don't have to marry you anymore, it's like a dead weight lifted from my shoulders. JUST LEAVE! GET OUT NOW! '' I just didn't know what to do that day I way so shocked, one minute we were one big happy family and the next he throws everything we build up as a family. I should had been warned by his actions the last month that we spend together. He knew that he was my first for everything and that gave him a push on his ego. Always bragged about being my first and claiming power over the situation. I was blinded by all of his charms and I see that now, I'm so sorry I did not listen Laura, you were just trying to protect me , that's what best friends are for but I chose him and I am truly sorry. I promise I will get a way to show him that I am not just a waste of space and I am going to do it all just for me and my baby girl. **WARNING** Sexual language and mature content Read at own risk ;) https://www.buymeacoffee.com/Monicanaude

Never Too Late by StoriesByLykie

Briggan wasn't somebody that wanted friends. He'd been alone for as long as he could remember, and he wouldn't mind it if he stayed that way for the rest of his days. Or, at least, he would've... had someone not began meddling in his life. Now, everything was upside down and he had no clue on how to handle it. How will he navigate his thoughts and feelings as he begins to notice that he isn't fighting it, but rather... leaning into the thick of it all? Cover art by Rukis, a fantastic artist and storyteller here's her FA account: https://www.furaffinity.net/user/rukis/

My biggest mistake by beautifulroses_1

Elia was 17 when her mom, Zenolia (Z•No•LiA) thought it was about time to get back on the dating scene and she soon found Rodger a business man. They decided to take things slow and not rush into things. Soooo Fast forward a year and Elia is now 18 and fresh out of high school. She is a brown skinned girl. She isn't small or petite, shes 5'8, big brown eyes, almost always wearing braids, curvy, big boobs, and a big butt (not like really big but it fits her frame perfectly). She's never dated anyone not because she doesn't want to... just because she was always moving until freshman year when her mom retired, and the guys she liked didn't seem to like her. But for some reason after graduation her luck changes. What happens when she finally meets Rodger and his very sexy son Xander? Is she ready for all these feelings she feels, so fast? When Xander was younger his mother was an abusive drunk and she beat him mentally and physically. When he was 10 his father got full custody. When Zander was 13 he started to have terrible fits of anger and was put on meds because of it. Xander is now 21 and heir to his dad's company. He has grown calmer over the year's. But what happens when a different fire is lit in him? One of passion and love, but the source of it all was someone he could not have.

Boys of Freedom by 8ashtreetown8

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Old Version Shatter Pieces by Dawnosaur22

THIS IS THE OLD VERSION OF THE STORY. A NEW BETTER VERSION CAN BE FOUND ON MY PROFILE, PLEASE READ THAT VERSION "You are nothing, just a worthless piece of garbage!" He yelled as he hit me. I stayed silent as he hit me over and over again. There was no use in trying to get away. I was use to the pain and he was right after all. I am nothing and always will be. .................................................................................................................................................................... Elinn has been stuck in the same place for the past twelve years. She rarely leaves the facility and when she does it never ends well. She remembers some of the things from her old life, but all the memories are blurry. Elinn doesn't remember what happiness and kindness are anymore. She is empty and broken inside. Then one day something strange happens... and the aftermath will change her world forever.

Say you love me by Liliuth

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Moon Bound by AlaraBirch

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Eliona's War 1: Hesitant Healer

In which an introverted healer learns to deal with the greatest horrors of his life - socializing, dungeons, and psychopathic NPCs. Season 1 of Eliona's War *** Seth Veregin doesn't know the first thing about video games. But when he's gifted a beta copy of Eliona's War - a Virtual Reality online game that's the very first of its kind - he reluctantly gives it a try. Thus, Severance the healer is born. All he wants is to quietly explore on his own without having to deal with other people. Unfortunately for him, there's a few problems with that plan. Not only did he choose a class that's in high demand, but some players just won't take no for an answer. And the game NPCs? They definitely have a mind and an agenda of their own.