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"I see a song of past romance
I see the sacrifice of man
I see portrayals of betrayal
And a brother's final stand
I see you on the brink of death
I see you draw your final breath
I see a woman who gets to make it home alive
But it's no longer you.." says the thrall.
"But why?... who?! How??" the lavender yelled
(yeah. that sums it all lmao, lyrics from "no longer you" by Jorge Rivera-Herrans)
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