Torn Between Brothers (R5 Fan Fiction)

What was I suppose to do? I couldn't make a decision like this. I was kind of jealous of Tammi and Riker because she didn't have to do this. I was torn between to bothers, which could ruin their relationship. I didn't want to be the cause for something like that. And I sure didn't want to hurt Laura! She was the sweetest ever. But by not hurting her I could be hurting myself. Did I wanna do that? This was hard, and pressure didn't make it any easier. But I knew I had to make a decision, and I had to make it now.